DreaMer...

2007-11-16T13:54:00.000+08:00

done wit the last part of changin blog..
see if u can find my blog bah..
gt heart sure can de..
from here i PASS to the next blog le..
smilez..
i m sure every1 comfirm can find if gt heart..
=D

ps: if u gt to my new blog, drop a comment to let me noe.. thanz..

2007-11-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

29 more days...
praying hard..

thursday again..
mass lecture de day..
but as usual..
near exams le..
mass lecture hall machiam norm lecture wit buddy class..
so little ppl..
=.=
so bored..
sigh..
den exams coming soon le..
but i NOT motivated to study sia..
sigh..
tml still gt sum more lessons..
hrs of battles to fight..
><

2007-11-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

31 more days..
finally..
hahas.. dunno wat will happen too..

today is rainy wed..
rain since i wake up.. so worn slippers..
weird weird de..
on wet floor not slippery but on dry ground is slippery!!
><
den 10 am lesson ends at ard 11..
den lunch or rather breakfast at FC1..
using our open number method..
XDD
den aft eating, while leaving, saw xinyi n her classmates..
talk abit den go off..
den see fanny n kaitian next..
so took kaitian laptop to help her complete the format thingy..
aft tt thingy, rot rot rot den go hm..
lols..
today jus lyk tt..
hope tml more fun..

changing blog soon le..
still in progress..
to noe my new blog which will b up soon,
those gt heart de sure can SEE.. =D

2007-11-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

disclaimer :
this is my blog.. my views.. my words..
diff ppl same word diff meaning..
anything read n felt unhappy abt u gt 2 options..
1) close the windows
2) tell me

today wasnt a very great day..
my presentation.. dun say gems..
say my class..
this morn chiong till siao..
wat i did nt used..
waste my time..
tgt for how long le..
1 yr plus going 2 le..
still gt to make stuff so bad..
Q&A is Q&A..
NOT argue session or debate..
n i dun get the point of finding intentional trouble wit ur OWN classmates..
wtf is tt..
i m nt a superman..
i may b the class ldr..
but all i can do nw is silent mode.
use my energy to control myself not to show temper or watever..
i gt no more excess energy to babysit ur..
whole class i youngest.. 17th only..
wat are your??
18 and 20..
n still so immature den me..
wth..
last sem tgt le..
still lyk tt..
den test..
didnt do well.. last part cant do well..
so 70%..
den moody day..
dinner was with CADC ppl..
actually wat i wanted is NOT tt..
tt's a truth..
cuz i'm nt really in a gd mood..
den MC meeting..
was oso a down point..
well..
i dunno y i even go to tt room..
waste of time too..
go in talk cock eat my things..
comm update..
den i realise CADC left 4 comm le..
CA, Debate, Proj, Welfare..
NO MORE LE..
ok lor.. fine..
so say here lor..
CSSC duties welfare find.. can find cannot find i dunno..
if no 1 turn up, i WUN care..
change date le..
noe de gd..
dunno no choice..
change date bcuz of DEBATE..
for wat man..
y bother..
gt this idea from allan..
he say de sumhw lyk..
if u do a post or job but the floor dun acknowledge u,
ppl will jus b sayin wat the fuck tt idiot taking tt post..
and tt's sort of my situation..
den since i oso being treated lyk tt le..
y go b there block ppl eye?
so dun go..
den camp part..
QM thingy..
dunno if i shld b down to "help"
as a senior QM, i dunno wat i can do..
sum1 who argue wit senior of mine at Day 1 of camp..
so pro..
den oso dunno hw STUN will rate tis QM..
either way..
see how bah..
sigh.. such a bad day..
i today tolerate alot alot..
mayb i shld b proud of myself..
ya.. JiaNLiaNg is gd de..
ITS NOT MY FAULT..
i shall lead my life my way..
JiaNLiaNg 100% theorem is crap.. unless edited.. yup..

2007-11-12T14:45:00.000+08:00

MONDAY BLUE!
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lucky thing is this morn rain jus when i step into the MRT station..
if nt i will b in totaly drenched..
den the new jeans made my abit nt so new shoe blue..
drop colour.. -.-
hmm..den lessons was totaly boring..
rain super big...
super cold..
den lunch..
den lesson..
den here..
so no life de life..
hmm... this few days cant sLp..
keep tossing n turing in bed..
looking at my hp to acc me..
sigh..
mummy say i will slp talk recently..
den mention a weird weird name..
i wonder who i said.. ><
izzit her? sigh..

2007-11-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

my weekend post all in 1..
sat was kinda "full" but not fun..
morn wake up SO EARLY to reach SP by 8.15..
director dialogue mah..
den abit of laughter abit of sianz times..
den rite aft tt went to CWP to meet mummy..
she buy present for a fren's son 1 yr old bdae..
total up the 2 items MORE ex den everything on me at tt point of time!!
excluding hp only..
hahas.. den gt a btm..
but den still haven get the S&K jeans.. =((
hope can get it soon..
den aft tt go hm slp..
evening wake up go tt baby de bdae celebration buffet..
hmm.. food okok only..
den aft tt go hm online awhile nia left hm for airport..
bro is back..
lols.. wait so long at airport..
think i caught cold le..
keep sneezing since tt nite till nw..
sad sad..
den reach hm ard 3am plus plus..
slp abit wake le..
go uncle hse..
bro alot of thingy to wash.. -.-
den aft tt went kallang to rot..
well i went to bugis to get a belt.. =D
but 1 nia..
think shld b getting 1 more to go wit jeans bah.. ><
den rot rot rot..
den dinner den here le.. =D

2007-11-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

36 more days

today was norm.
wake up sleepily..
den went sch..
den lesson..
aft tt met fanny n KT..
see tt red hair ger = no peace!
=p
hmm.. den nth much le..
so tired.. dun write le..
JiaNLiaNg is waiting..

2007-11-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

today quite fun n tired..
dun wan say much.. so gd bye..

2007-11-06T20:10:00.000+08:00

time to update!!
39 more days!!!

=DDD
well.. this 2 days nthin much happen actually so nv blog..
mon n tue(today) went hm early sia..
hahas..
hmm..
ytd mon really nthin..
slp wake sch hm slp.. ><
today is em0 day..
1st lesson is gems..
presentation.. total =(, almost internal conflict.. sigh..
realise gt a person 2 sem same gems class as me..
but i still dunno tt person.. lols.. ><
den aft tt FC 1 eat breakfast..
hmm.. den maths..
boring sia.. rained le..
den cold cold..
den lunch at FC5 wit jim..
den is RWP..
presentation we missed it.. cuz nt rdy..
minus marks.. =(
no choice..
den my left eyes flow lyk tap..
dunno y..
cant control..
sigh...
den last lesson lab..
nxt week is lab test yet i still cant do much!!
=(((((
so emo~ed..
den aft tt straight go hm..
b4 reaching hm went NTUC wit KW..
there undergoing changes..
even my name de price tag label oso gone le..
hahas..
hmm den emo abit cuz nid dinner alone..
den tot today no1 going let my hp ring or vibrate le..
den finally it came!!
at 6 plus near 7!!
=DDDD
1st happy thing of the day..
lols..
den aft tt daddy gt a 2nd hand car..
dunno hw many k..
den i contributed 2k..
1/3 of my bank liaos.. =.=
den so i must faster get license!!!
hahas..
den nw at hm slack le.. ><
so bored..
tt's all for nw..
hope tml will b a wonderful day!

2007-11-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

41 more days..

this weekend is AMK weekend..
lols..
ytd went amk pool..
any hw play.. hahas.. =p
den today went AMK AGAIN..
this time with parents..
went lunch tgt ma.. bro next week den come back..
den my shoe aft fri tt match CMI le..
so MUST get a new 1..
mummy only allow me spend maximum 100 bucks..
den i wanted to get the converse shoe..
but gt colour design everything BUT NO MY SIZE!!!
den daddy in a rush go out le..
so gt a shoe frm IP zone..
well.. WHITE AGAIN!!
for dunno hw many yrs..
i dun care le..
MUST GET BROWN FOR NEXT..
n i still wan tt converse shoe!! ><
hahas..
den gt a jeans n a shorts..
oso from IP zone..
so think i nid 1 more jeans n 1 more shorts den my btm settle le..
=DDD
so update of wat i still nid to buy :
Gatsby rubber - $8.50+++
Facial form - $4+++
Necklace - $20+++
Bracelet - $40+++
Shirt – ard $15 x 3 ($45)
Belt - $20+++
Jeans - $30+++
Shorts - $20+++
Shoes – c0nverse - $70+++
Slippers – $10+++
Wallet - $25+++
Bag - $ 50+++
Jacket - $40+++
Total : $382.50
alot hor lols...
=.=
hmm.. den aft tt nw at hm watch tv and online hahas..
tml start sch again le..
hahas..
dunno if meeting her.. lols..
so much memory came to my head..
><
no more regrets JIANLIANG!

2007-11-03T08:10:00.000+08:00

42 to more days..

well.. had a match against CLS ytd..
they had only 7 or 8 ppl..
n we could had won..
we could.. but we didnt..
sigh.. lose by quite a lot too..
dunno wat we doing..
dunno wat i doing..
was in a totaly crap state..
sigh..
i didnt even play properly..
dun say le.. sad..
den reach hm at 12 plus..

lyk no1 wanted talk to me..
=((
sry for all those i letted down..

2007-11-01T09:26:00.000+08:00

bloggin time..
today jus start so talk abt ytd ba..
ytd was hello~win.. XDD
well.. the last day of oct..
we had CADC 1st intercons bball match.
against SMIT.. n we lose blackjack to them..
final score of 33-54..
well..
thanz a few ppl..
for the enocuragement n "jiayous"..
in speech -- eva , chengteng, celia..
in sms -- prIs.. liying, xinyi, mindy, pink ger..
in moral -- yunting..
den ytd is nthin much..
so talk abt the match..
er.. jianming didnt play..
cuz he hurt his leg badly..
so tml oso dun have him..
at first still sort of gd fight..
but till ending.. lose lor..
me leh.. play badly..
hw badly??
very badly..
well.. i only score 1 point..
nt even 2 point.. =.=
jus a free throw ma..
sigh...
CADC totally no supporters sia..
others at least a handgul lor..
not 10 oso gt 5.. =((
well.. nvm..
past le..
tml must struggle again..
so tired..

2007-10-30T19:45:00.000+08:00

today is tues.. LONGTENG bdae!!!
leaving me the only 17th in LaMeRs..
happy bdae bro!!!
smilez..
today rotted in SP..sun plaza.. =.=
heng gt my laptop acc me..
den venny jim soonwei arrived at 3 plus..
suppose to b 2.30 lor..
=.=
always lyk tt..
den went to find BIRDY..
so had sum chats n gave him the presents..
wat we went to buy on sat at bugis..
the bag n cap..
hahas..
well..
made him wear tt 2 items to show us.. XDD
den went eat n talk abt ALOT thingy!!
so fun times..
but time went fast n soon he gt to go hm..
tml A lvl le..
ALL THE BEST!!
den aft tt i told myself today..
den joke of the day:
W told J & V tt L told W tt i was her BF..
or once her BF..
i dunno..
jus so dumb..
did i knock my head n lost memory of tt part of my life...
dashdotdash. hahas..
i must change le.. to b the original myself.. in front of EVERY1.. yes.. including u..LOVE ME..sum1.

2007-10-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

cont from morning post..
well today had lunch at woodlands..
den meet venny to go sch tgt..
see him in his new bag..
hahas..
den aft tt reach sch rot rot rot..
briefin is dumb n boring..
aft tt went FC4 to be bullied..
but at least i make ppl laugh lor..
so suan le..
den go hm wit venny..
see him sort of change his bag abit..
hahas..
den dinner at woodlands wit jim n venny..
almost hav to have it alone.. ><
den dunno y my internet always at nite lag..
sigh..

i m not happy!!

2007-10-29T10:35:00.000+08:00

monday blues??
wear purple still blue sia..
sadded mon..
morn started off wit a rain..
n here i m cold n tired.. hungry n sad..
y are all this always tgt de sia..
=.=
well well..
sum times effort dunno really gt use anot..
jus lyk i buff my videos b4 i left hm..
den when i wan watch..
due to connections thingy etc..
unforeseen situation..
1st part effort down the drain..
due to carelessness etc, own prob..
more effort down the drain..
sianz half + sianz half = totally sianz out...
close everything..
all effort down the drain..
lifes jus so dumb..
do do do.. end up.. get nthin..
for wat? dunno..
sigh...
47 more days to 18th.
den can get my self drunk w/o going police station..
faster come..
but den sw n lt going into army on tt day too..
=(
arhhhh dun think le.. write till here le..
last 2 day dint blog cuz i cant..
nt dun wan..
so.. can say tt time den i say bah..

2007-10-27T07:37:00.000+08:00

early sat morn n its raining VERY heavily..
sad case sia..
so sianz..
anyway, tis is for ytd. fri.. 26 oct..
went sch as usual..
den had lab den tut..
aft tt a intercons meeting tt's so messy..
in the OC dunno the rest still call OC..
wth.. den nvm lo..
aft tt watch capt ball match at stadium..
hard fight..
but ur did ur best le..
jiayou lor..
tt's my super boring fri..

2007-10-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

here at last..
today is thurs!!
since start sch in SP, nv like thurs..
always 8-5..
this sem abit better..
8-3..
but still sianz..
3 mass lecture..
den super sianz.
no prog aft sch..
so initially wanted go hm aft passing pinkger her persent..
den aft tt heard xinyi in lib doing proposal thingy till vex..
so went over..
see tt ger wear sleeveless in lib..
so gave her my jacket..
den aft tt went dinner wit a fren..
den if jim see he sure shout..
"hamster eat grass!!!"
ok.. i explain..
today went eat chicken noodle with a fren..
den she dunno i dun really eat vege..
so b4 i could tell her or wat,
i see vege fly into my plate..
so eat lo..
means i ate 2 share of vege.. ><
hahas.. jim going force me eat vege le!!! faster run!!!

2007-10-25T10:38:00.000+08:00

jus a short post..
cuz i very unhappy..
dun reply my sms.. dun ans my call.. dun reply tags..
walk past oso dun bother say hi..
wat u wan exactly..
ur words nt = to wat u doin..
yeah blog up may b increase dmg..
but den nt i dealing here only..
i receiving dmg too kay..
i'm nt angry.. jus DISAPPOINTED and SAD..
i think you noe its you..

2007-10-24T13:26:00.000+08:00

wed.. sianzational wed..

sigh..

initially gt plans..

but all spoilt n gone le..

so rot bah jianliang!!

no choice..

sit here rot rot rot..

sigh..

well..

interons coming up le.

shld b playin bball only..

capt ball dun nid me de bah.

so lyk tt lor..

either way bth team jiayou bah..

hope ppl can come down support CADC..

if nt look for fun..

as to support me.. dun nid le bah..

send out a few sms.. n i receive back less then half..

CADC matches are as below.

wan come see den come bah..

vs SMIT, 31 oct (wed) , 5pm to 6.15pm

vs CLS, 2 nov (fri) , 8.15pm to 9.30pm

vs EEE, 23 nov (fri) , 8.15pm to 9.30pm

vs SMA, 26 nov (mon) , 5.30pm to 6.45pm

vs MM, 28 nov (wed) , 7.15pm to 8.30pm

建良是没人疼爱的小孩.

独自一人走在孤单的街上.

没人在乎,没人察觉.

没有你的日子并不好过.

我不想就这样放弃,

不想被时间打败.

我虽非强者, 但我绝非弱者.

2007-10-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

today is tue.. super sianz day..
8-5 lesson..
y did i even take maths n puzzle in the 1st place..
to face kids tryin to prove his own teammate wrong when he cant even understand simple eng..
n den kena burdened down..
sigh..
total bad start..
things manage to get better..
maths lect was total sianz n COLD..
so cold my jacket dun seem to b of much help..
sigh.. den lunch was at FC1..
saw xinyi, fanny, michelle, KAI TIAN, xiumei and xinyi's quite a number of classmate..
actualy michelle saw me when i saw her..
hahas.. nt bad hor..
den ur thinkin y kaitian name so big bah..
cuz today i saw a diff her!!
nt tt i noe her very well..
but sum1 dye red hair wor..
so much nicer..
opps..
hahas..
den aft tt is RWP.. lame abit den end le..
lastly is EMD pract..
dun really understand...
well.. had dinner at LJS..
yet again.. lols..
den at GV.. gt a siao kia..
suddenly say omg..
den say harlow to me n look at me..
stun me 1sec plus..
super dumb..
i dun think i even noe him..
den nvm...
watched a movie as last event of the day..
My DNA say i love u..
quite nice.. abit lame.. or rather super lame.. hahas...
had abit laughter n sum tears..
other den ppl i noe. only 8 other ppl..
or shld i say 4 pair..
4 guy 4 gal side by side each other..
so swt..
so.. envious..
all the head on shoulders while mine is empty..
sigh.. i dun even noe wat i sayin le..
so i guess its time go rest le..
tml still gt a long long battle..

2007-10-22T21:10:00.001+08:00

crush --> like --> love
this is the process...
able to have many crush... lesser like n only one love...
crush can be gone w/o effort
like can be gone with effort
love can nv be gone no matter how much effort u put in...cz there will have a large impact on u...can let go n overcome...but nv able to forget...it will alway be there! fixed!
may have more den one love...but each time in ur heart there can only be a love at a time...love may change but nv forget..
don be sad cz is gone...be happy cz it once happen...
is all in ur memories~~
they may be gone..but will alway be in ur memories...u once have them..nth last forever...
gd things alway come to an end...treasure it before it end...

love someone is jz wish for tat person to be happy...will do everything at ur own expense for the someone to be happy...the smile on their face worth more den anything else...the smile on their face will led to a smile on ur face no matter wad...love-ing someone is not abt being wif tat someone 24/7 but to keep tat someone in ur heart n mind 24/7...love-ing someone is to be there for th someone when they need-ed u no matter wad...

love is a complicated things tat words r unable to explain...use ur heart to see...ur feel to sense... ur action to prove...XD

emo-ing mango

the pink pink words are quoted from pink ger on 22 oct frm her 11 sept post.as u can see.. emo mango..

once i had a chat wit jim..
last time..
n we had similar views jus lyk pink ger..
but we didnt pen it down..
so nw borrow pink ger's post..
well.. her crush is fondness of mine..
as in her the meanings..
hw true tt humans can get alot diff feelings from every diff ppl ard him..
n I AM VERY SURE NON IS LOVE..
the reason is love aint cre8ed jus on sight..
its sumthing built over time..
n b4 tt stage, there is a stage call "like"
as mention b4.. longteng told me love is a sweet experience..
n i think tt can b seconded by pink ger de "don be sad cz is gone...be happy cz it once happen...
is all in ur memories~~"
hw true rite??
askin ard so many ppl b4 wat is love..
all gt diff yet similar ans..
hahas..
so let me use pink ger's phrases:
"love is a complicated things tat words r unable to explain...use ur heart to see...ur feel to sense... ur action to prove.."
"love is....a uncontrol-able feelings..."
tt's her words.. which can second my " love nids no reason.. cuz loving wit a reason aint love"
e talk wot longteng..
my most recent thinkins abt love:
"infatuation is a situtaion where u miss tt person when u are alone n when wit others u wun..
real liking, even wit a hugh crowd outing, still will miss her.."
similar word i found from pink ger is:
"love-ing someone is not abt being wif tat someone 24/7 but to keep tat someone in ur heart n mind 24/7...love-ing someone is to be there for th someone when they need-ed u no matter wad..."
den..
longteng's "i'm content being able to see the person i like being happy and healthy"
pink ger's "love someone is jz wish for tat person to be happy...will do everything at ur own expense for the someone to be happy...the smile on their face worth more den anything else...the smile on their face will led to a smile on ur face no matter wad..."
mine de " even if u can only see her n jus sit there look at her,
its enuf.. jus lookin her do other stuff even if shes nt talkin to u..
u'll realise u'll still smile.."
this 3 words tells me.. dun nid too zai yi le.. jing li jui hao..
JiaNLiaNg tired le!! time to rest.. so.. blog till here for nw bah..
lastly.. thanz to LoNgteNg n piNkgeR.. no ur = no this post le.. thanz..

2007-10-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

monday BLUE!!!
hahas.. today S&I lesson cancel..
so resutin in a 4HOUR BREAK..
sounds cool huh..
NO..cant go hm..
cuz 3 pm gt a maths online quiz..
=((
so well..
bo bian..
hahas..
this morn met pink ger at dover..
say hi n say bye only.. wahahaha..
touched bah.. =p
den boring lesson..
aft tt the 4hr break!!
aft much talkin, we went to vivo..
6 of us den CM met us there..
had an EXPENSIVE lunch den watch whisper..
lols.. devil show.. i think its jus 6stars out of 10..
nt very scary.. wanted sLp at times.. =.=
aft tt went back sch for tt maths lo..
get 9/17 nia.. lousy me..
so nvm..
aft tt went ate ajisen b4 doing my tml thingy..
so much to do..
n bro not in SG le..
he go taiwan army training le..
so his bdae gt to spend outside SG..
so nice rite..
but will be w/o us la..
talkin abt BDAE,
alot to say sia..
LONGTENG gonna b taken away by government on MY 18TH BDAE..
wth is tis man.. wat is this!!!
kelvin soh bdae oso bcuz of A**Y we cant celebrate.. grrrrr...
ROAR!!!!!
=((((
den i realise today my fav jeans sort of dmg badly le..
sigh..
alot of thingy i wanna buy sia..
but NO MONEY!!!
either new yr or bdae bah..
sigh..
anyway, as promised.. my bdae wishes from most wanted till least wanted:
- all my LaMeRs, FuXi(s), mei(s) to b wit me
- her to be with me
- a simple bdae cake combo~ed wit a simple bdae song
- any small surprises or well wish from all my frens
- black/dark blue jeans
- shirts
- tees
- sling bag
- belt
- bball
- full suspension bike
- a M2 memory card
- wallet

2007-10-20T21:22:00.001+08:00

this few days are jus NOT my days..
always have to b sad in the nite..
destroyed totally every nite..
wtf is tis life.. i dun wanna struggle down here alone..
sigh.. can i run away or go die?

2007-10-20T17:24:00.000+08:00

well well well..
sort of warm sat..
stay hm nthin to do..
mummy udn let me go out..
wat to do wat to do..
msn msn msn lo..
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lunch oso ownself eat..
sigh.. so bored..
recently quite a number of ppl talked to me..
as is talk serious matters..
all same topic actually..
matters of the heart..
me myself aint any pro..
but helpless guy at times wor..
anyway, guys n gals..
all take care ar..
relationships aint easy..
brace urself if u wanna venture into it..
there will b sweet times.. sour times.. bitter times..
there will b hurt.. tears.. jealous.. angryness.
there will n laughter.. smilez.. surprises..
if u think all add tgt is still positve, go for it..
if u think the middle part nt worth,
den 4get it..
jus so simple..
anyway, rotted whole aftn alone at hm..
i hate to b ALONE.. =(
nw finally parents n bro is back..
but no big diff..
=(
wish next week de weekend can get out..

2007-10-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

wahahaha..

travelin day today... ><

north(hm) to west to east to north to west to north(hm)..

lols..

spend lyk er.. 4hr plus on MRT today!!

record sia..compared to last time Flag day run whole Sg oos dun hav so much..

hahas..well..

sch ended at 11..den aft tt sum hoops shooting wit yeeliang n chong meng..

hahas.. dun play play ar..the sunshine empire wei hao workin in hor,

chong meng is a manager there!!

n hes lyk jus 17 going 18 soon..lols..

pro pro..aft shooting abit, dun wan sweat too much so went clyb carrom 1 game..

realise whole world waiting for me so win le oso dun play le..

lols..ok la.. nt whole world.. jus alot ppl..

so went FC 5 for KFC lunch with club ppl..

xinyi surprisingly came to eat wit us..

n i realise her classmates, including fanny,michelle, kai tian and 2 more were oso at FC 5..

lols.. the 2 others i dunno them..

lols.. i nt tt pro..but think gt see b4..

anyway, den half way,

eva fren walk past n call her..

aft tt, eva came back n told me he fren say the guy in white,

which is ME is VERY GOOD LOOKIN!!

omg.. izznt tt sweet..

u gt taste man..

XDDD

hahas.. so happy gt ppl praise me wor..

den aft tt eva praise me cute.. hahas..

i tot she jokin but she insist its true..

well aft lunch, went to changi airport..

tt's the east part..journey to east was boring..

slept on MRT with my Hp inputting music to my ears..

aft tt reach le.. go buy wat i wan..was at T2 ma..

den the shop say USED TO SELL BUT NOT ANYMORE!!!

morale low sia..

when i ask where else gt the cashier say sld b cant find le..

too easy melt!!

den super low at tt time..

but i nv gave up..

so i went to T1..

finally i found it..

really is huang tian bu fu ku xin ren.. 皇天不负苦心人..

hahas..so go back to north..

well its my lappy turn to acc me cuz hp batt left less den half le..

so here i m typin part of the post 1st..

=DDD

later going back sch for capt ball training..

my leg finally recovered!!

but can only perform till ard 60-70% standard as jus recovered!!

hahas...more details den update again..

cuz i nw still on MRT.. =p

here to update n complete the post..

in club nw.. sigh..tot today was a happy day..

who noes ends lyk hell..

came back all the way for capt ball trainin..

but i see them playin..more den trainin..

ya i noe.. i nt a capt ball pro too..

watever i say listen for wat ma..

wat else can i do..since i'm nt required..

stay for wat leh..stone there 30++ min gt who notice..

when i spoke.. who replied??

n wat replied did i get??

they nid to train.. let them play..

i dunnid lo..

if i play den SOLO capt ball lo..jus cannot take ball run.. cannot dribble ma..FLY to score lo..

who cares abt me..frm all sweaty till totaly cool downed..

all i get was a look of "ok lo".. den ppl went back to playin..

I M NOT SUM1 TT NOBLE TO ALWAYS BE THE UNSUNG HERO..

nv noticed.. nv cared for.. jus forkin out silently..

even STUN ppl.. made me feel uncared..

for wat i stay here in CADC..

nt the 1st time i felt tis le..

since i'm not even a rmbed person here..

i admit tru CADC i made SUM frens..n gd frens..

BUT still.. too much for me to b sad abt le..

been tru a FO camp..mayb to sum i was NOT a gd QM..

to sum i was gd enuf.. at least gd enuf..

in camp, they will say camp chief n vice camp chief oso no grps..not noticed..

but its jus sayin..still gt games etc to let campers b rmbed..

but wat abt QM??except campers i tried interacting on day1 n kena scoled..

which other camper rmb me as a QM?

not to say a guitarist tt appeared everyday..

so QM dun nid noe yrs 1.. den nvm lo..

even wan carrom oso will tio out cast by yrs 1..

nt dun have b4..

can b ignored etc..who cares..

here in capt ball team..

was i even rmb??

was i even noticed while ur have ur fun on the court??

was wat i said even given a definate reply??

NO..

i repeat..

i not so noble to always b a unsung hero forkin out unnoticed..

and still hav the str to carry on..

I AM NOT..

i rather leave..

the capt ball team..

this place call CADC..

tried n failed.. this is my limit..

this is hw much i m to CADC n its ppl..

this is hw close i can tried to be..

talked to a fren jus nw n cried with her..

JiaNLiaNg is sososososo tired..

hao lei hao lei..

who can lend me ur shoulders..

sigh..

totally no mood..

not tt i lyk to b emo..nt tt i love to cry..

but i cant take it le..

sigh..

post n off to hm i m le..

bye all..

n "gd" bye to CADC..

2007-10-19T08:21:00.000+08:00

friday again le..
ppl always say TGIF..
Thanz Goodness Its Friday..
the end of work/sch etc of the week for most..
but is friday always tt gd??
i hope so den..
last nite wasnt very well for me..
gt 2 ppl say gt things wan tell me den i think i suppose to give comments or views..
so i waitin hear story lo..
from jasline and xinyi..
so ytd was online.. but bth nt hm.. =.=
aft tt msn till 10plus den sLp le..
wasnt in a gd mood so didnt dota too.. sigh..
liying told me to cry till wun cry anymore den will feel better..
so as usual, blasted songs.. till i didnt hear my hse fone rings.. ><
nw in 1st lesson le..
practical.. so sianz..
dunno wat will happen later..

就算我愿意,就算我想,没有你给的机会,我也不可能做到.

2007-10-18T19:42:00.000+08:00

i m curently lookin for a NEW BLOGSKIN!!
all tt are free pls help k??
thanz thanz.. at most i give rewards to the chosen 1!!
er.. can help me look out for related to following de:
- BASKETBALL
- aNgeL
- speed (abit hard)
- fLaMes
- sKy
thanz alot alot.. =DDD
cont nw for today topic!!
today was lecture day..
forever is boring thurs schooling..
3 lectures in a day..
lols..
den super bored..
was falling asLp in the 3rd..
so bored till nthin can b said further..
ok la.. morn charge hp..
aft tt eat donut..
break time go shoot hoops in SP indoor court..
den 3rd lesson is wan sLp tt 1..
tt lectural find me no happy wor..
mid way i waiting see if gt break he dun give..
i lie down on the "table" nia he say 15 min break.. =.=
hahas..
aft sch is went to a talk which i didnt listen much..
lols.. go there do online quiz nia..
XDDD
aft which plaster my right elbow..
the skin drop off due to tt time de fall in the friendly den abit thingy touch den pain.. =(
n sry janet i didnt go today de training cuz i cant run..
aftn tt time shoot hoops nia pain till i can only shoot without moving..
intercons capt ball fixtures out le.. send u when i get it..
sry again..
n every1 jiayou!!!
hope my leg can recover by den..
lastly, my 18th bdae in jus abt 58 days le!!
hope tis yr can b alot better den those previous 9 10 yrs..
=(
alot small wish not fulfilled all tis yr..
will it come true tis yr??
i wish i wish..

2007-10-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

time to blog b4 sleeping later..
today was wed.. a boring wed..
gt EEE 50th anniversary and inter-sch debate FinaLs..
wanted go EEE celebrations but whole class dun go i oso cant do anything..
was confident in 3 out of 4 of the games..
capt ball.. carrom.. su-du-ku.. jus nt darts..
but all is pair n team..
i alone oso cant do anything..
all walk over lo..
so went to debate..
saw fanny there..
wasnt much of audience n was told ( by my juniors.. lols.. )
to occupy front row 1st..
so sat beside her lo..
aft tt my hp ring jus aft the debate start..
super PS..
i tot batt flat den auto off le sia..
den nvm..
listen to the nt so interesting debate session..
n bluetooth msg abit..
aft tt is listen to racist jokes n sexist jokes..
ZK they all sayin de..
i jus listen.. lols..
den aft tt is reception..
had alot of the cream puff n choc enclair ..
XDDD
i took ALOT.. but i fed ALOT ppl too.. ><
aft tt is hm swt hm on Mrt wit regina and yokekuan..
hahas.. talk abit on mrt den nw hm le.. =D

2007-10-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

here to update!!
orangey tues!!!
y ar.. cuz i wear orange lo..
well.. lets see..
today gems was easy..
cuz i smart!!! =DDD
den ask ppl breakfast all dun wan..
sadded la..
so ate biscuits lo..
aft tt abit late for maths..
n today made a promise..
i wun skip class le..
well.. no more late nite dota or maple anymore too..
moving towards 2 of my goal nw..
JiaNLiaNg jiayou..
den today very slack..
aft tt is dinner at CWP..
den hm swt hm!!!
alot to say but suddenly cant say..
no matter wat..
cherish wat u gt in front of u nw frens.
dun regret too much can le...
tml dunno wat will happen..
EEE celebrations class nt seem to b going too..
sigh.. see hw bah..
i'm a confused b0i..
will u tell me wat to do?

2007-10-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

woots.. today seem lyk a black day of monday blues..
alot of black n blue shirts today..
walkin to 1st lesson saw same corridor gt 3 other guys in black..
same as me n i noe all of them!!!
they dunno each other la..
den went 1st lesson..
boring lesson..
did nthin much..
presenting only on next week.. for me la..
so slack..
2nd lesson even sianz..
started to pour..
gettin heavier n heavier..
n i tot abt alot of stuff so send out a few sms..
well.. waiting for the rain to clear is sure hard man..
but no choice la..
emo emo emo lo.
den 11 am we went to commonwealth..
for LJS lunch..
almost all ate combo2 except 2 who ate combo 1..
lols.. ps..
say all combo 2 de lo..
=.=
anyway, aft lunch still early..
so we went to seng siong to shop!!!
omg.. 7 guys lyk aunty lyk tt..
XDDD
buy ALOT tibits sweets etc go next lesson..
n machiam picnic inside LT..
lols.. aft tt i miss maths lesson..
no mood bah..
n went hm wit venny ard 5 lyk tt..
den went to YCK for dinner wit frens..
2 frens.. had dinner at AMK n ice cream aft tt..
so long no had ice cream.. esp those road side de!!
so yummy n nice.. =DDD
well.. i realise sumthing..
tolerate is nt forever hard.. sumtimes its swt.
i felt it today.. =D

2007-10-14T19:25:00.000+08:00

here to blog since a gt the feel to do tt..
suddenly think tt my blog very easily accessible to all le..
so many ppl came..
those who noe me n even those who dunno me sia..
well..
tot today will b a boring sun where i can only stay hm..
bro went out..
parents went uncle office den grandma hse n i dun feel lyk going wit them ma..
so stay hm..
only can msn..
till aft tt..
went sun plaza walk walk..
n arcade abit..
well didnt play much today..
summore e machine i using is spoilt. =(
den aft tt walk walk summore b4 going hm as rain stop le..
b4 tt went to the rooftop garden above the multi storey carpark..
den went playground to talk cock sing song..
swt..
=DDD
so long nv slack at playground..
lookin up to the beautiful sky..
so relaxing..
n den although keep hearin the sound of thunder,
no rain came!!!
woots.. lucky!!!
hahas..
den nw hm slack aft dinner..
bro booking in later..
but today..
nv get to dine as a family for dinner..
tio con yet again.. =(

2007-10-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

time to blog b4 i go off to sLp!!!
well b4 i mention anything..
ppl who dun lyk me can dun nid read on..
jus exit this page..
thanz you..
n hor i believe every1 gt a name..
no1 is called passerby unless their so funny la..
alright.. heck care tt 1st..
talk abt today..
was a PH..
shld had been at hm sleeping..
but my dear god sister xinyi dragged me to SP NPCC event..
a "amazing race" type of event..
michelle was in the PC team too..
so aft all she was my morowa too de..
so go lo..
drag my lazy feet early in morn go sch sia..
hahas.. den go there see..
its done by nigel..
tt guy i tt time see in yunTING class??
shld b him bah..
lols...
den play abit lame ice breaking games..
b4 the "race" begin la.. lols..
aft tt den start the amazing race..
only gt 2 teams..
lols..
me is with junwei n xinyi n her classmate fanny..
quite a cold day..
nt jus bcuz of the rain but oso of the lame jokes we mentioned today..
overall was fun yet tiring...
although we came in 2nd..
1st runner up..
between only 2 teams..
but had alot of fun today..
the caterpilla walk tt's full of laughter..
n oso gt stations we clear easily..
lyk de sudoku.. and the item findin at the durian.. XD
well.. the MPH finding was nt tt easy though..
n the ice kachang n sentence passing had thier degree of challenge too..
XDDD
the rest of time walkin oos tiring but memorable..
talkin lame stuff..
jay running etc.. XDDD
well.. tt's abt all for today la!!
=DDD
aft maths is talkin cock session at super dog..
well i dunno them well much ma..
so say very little.. ><
den lame most of the time..
guess tt's my best way of interacting..
but at least can make ppl laugh.. lols..
lastly went kallang meet parents b4 finally had dinner with them at 9plus..
=.=
ate ba ku teh..
at geylang..
those areas can consider red light district bah..
see all those ppl standing there etc etc etc..
think dun nid me say much..
fan wei sia.. =.=
hahas.. so tired..
go sLp le..
wondering if tml able go out anot..

2007-10-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

this post is for sum gal(s) out there..
1stly.. i wanna say..
DUN ASSUME ANYTHING FROM THIS POST..
whoever u can be..
DUN.. if nt i cant help too le..
2ndly is wat i wanna say..
i can only say,
to ppl who dunno me or tt ppl who dun lyk me or sum dunno hw think de ppl,
i m a weird weird guy..
nt nv hear ppl say me flirt la..
flickle minded la...
or watever..
i DUN WANNA CARE abt those comments..
but i can only say..
when i put my heart into sumthing,
i'll give it my 100% n i promise nthin but 100%..
jus lyk i gave my heart to LaMeRs..
for them i can do anything..
jus lyk i truely love bball,
no matter wat injury i get...
i nv stop playin bball..
no matter hw much dmg i receive..
i'll get back to the court once i can..
n in any relationship..
frenships..
i trust u...
cuz i label u as a fren..
if nt i wun call u a fren..
n if 1 day u make me lose trust in u..
its hard to get back..
n in stuff lyk relationships..
hw ever flirt i look lyk to others,
if ever i'm in a relationship,
i can promise i will take note of my behaviour towards etc..
n to me she shall e one n only one..
to sum1 out there..
i dunno wat u are thinkin..
i dunno if u noe or even me myself noe wats love..
n if we had used it properly..
but past is past le bah..
i noe last nite wasnt a gd chat..
but i tried le..
i'm sry tt mayb i hurt u..
but if u think back..
its nt i wan de too..
i was hurt 1st..
den wat u expect of me??
i m not god..
u choose to left..
n u let me see weird weird situation..
nw aft so long..
wat u wan me to do..
i can only say..
nw i only have a gal in my heart..
n only her..
jus wanna love her..
so sry..
i noe u still reading my blog..
but i guess..
u shld move on n b happy..
lyk tt is better for bth of us..

DISCLAIMER :
pls DO NOT ASSUME ANYTHING NO MATTER WHO U R..
i repeat.. DO NOT assume..
anything dunno CAN ask me..
BUT no promise i will ans all question..

2007-10-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

time to update..
here to cont frm last time..
wed friendly was nt friendly at all!!
went hm with alot of injuries..
leg la.. hand la.. elbow..
sigh..
den nw still pain..
sigh..
if till next wk still pain den go see doc..
den thurs nthin much..
went dota abit..
den slp..
study study only..
=(
den today!!
went out wit LaMeRs n soonWei!!!
hahas..
walk walk..
den eat b4 going jim hse..
MONOPOLY..
hahas.. super fun!!
totaly enjoyed!!
=DDD
so happy..
finally LaMeRs..
meet up soon again!!
love ya lots..
but den oso gt sum1 else i wanna see..
=p

2007-10-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

here to post as alot free time..
ytd nite dota abit b4 slp..
at same time was talkin to LoNgteNg..
he asked me wats liking sum1..
or rather i asked him to..
well sum conclusion here..
terms we learn to use in sec sch..
infatuation.. den next real love..
wats the diff n hw to nw??
for me.. infatuation case..
u can think alot abt tt person when u r alone but nt when gt ppl ard u..
love is when even if u are doing stuff with alot ppl,
tt gal is still on ur mind..
till here i wanna say..
even if i m at the world most crowed place..
even when i playin bball, dota or watever..
u r always on my mind..
i still feel lonely w/o u..
i love u. will u love me?
back to the topic..
n den Lt mention tt liking sum1 is a sweet experience..
i agree..
when u think of her..
anything abt her..
a smile form on ur hw ever tired face..
giving u the strength to move on..
even if u can only see her n jus sit there look at her,
its enuf.. jus lookin her do other stuff even if shes nt talkin to u..
u'll realise u'll still smile..
tt's sweet rite?
i agree..
"dun nid to ke yi change urself to make her smilez.. jus b urself.."
LoNgteNg say de.. n i agree..
cuz the person u wan her to love is aft all..
urself!!
sendin a person u love hm n jus tt..
no much prog..
seems lame n borin..
but its still can make me smile..
so i still find it worth it..
imagine urself n the person u like walkin down a road,
singing by the hp music..
its a MILLION times better den any K box outing rite..
simple stuff are still the best..
tt's wat i think..
hw abt u??
so short yet so long le..
long or short u decide..
i realise i'm walkin,running on the same ground..
jus lyk 5566 de song "yuan dian"
machiam still at same spot..
=(
wat to do??
cant 4get certain stuff de..
cuz we r humans..
den today came sch for 2 practical..
b4 i went lunch wit fren..
rain rain rain..
simply dun lyk rain..
later still gt match..
dun think i'll see a single supporter..
n yunTING.. ur wrist band at my hse..
dun wan use it till intercons officially..
n i actually waiting n wishing for 1 more from another person..
><
so all the best to urself.. JiaNLiaNg..
i love JiaNLiaNG..
i love JiM..
i love Venny..
i love LongTeng..
brothers.. we are all here for each others as always rite??
LaMeRs rulz..
LongTeng.. jiayou for a lvl..
fly high bird!!
but rmb.. any time u r tired..
we r still ur bi feng gang..
Jim..
all the best in studies n happy days with layyan bah..
smilez!! lets dota more!!
venny..
u r smartest among us.. i repeat..
u r smartest among us..
study hard.. aim for high grades.. u can de!!

2007-10-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

jus a few minutes ago..
xinyi asked me sum stuff related to BGR on msn..
i dunno hw to ans her..
jus ans according to wat i think..
but..
who can tell me..
wats it lyk to b loved..
to noe sum1 out there love u..
miss u.. care for u..
lookin at ppl lyk CCH..
i'm envious n jealous..
lookin at wat liying did for him..
i'm seriously sour in my heart..
esp the bdae part.. sigh..
n prIs mention abt 18th bdae today..
i gave my reply as :
gt heart de.. dun nid say oso will rmb..
no heart de.. keep sayin oso will 4get..
izznt it true..
but aft all i'm 18th this yr le..
still gt those few wishes tt NV came tru aft so man yrs..
sigh..
i wish tis yr can b better..
if nt i jus buy myself for myself..
back to topic..
who wun wanna b loved??
i wan too..
but nt wan den gt de rite..
lifes lyk tt..
u dun always get wat u wan..
sigh..
will u love me??
will u hold my hands??
will u think of me silently in the nite??
will u will u..
i hope YOU will..
yes.. YOU..
i wish i can see a yes..
`prayin hard..

2007-10-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

hm swt hm le..
later dota..
4get say abt gems today..
kena burden..
sigh...
tml is friendly against CLS..
chance of winning nt high..
=((
plus i no there wun b much supporters even if gt..
partly cuz of debate..
jus hope tml all goes well..
jus recover frm sickness..
hope tml able perform..
dun wanna b burden..
n today..
my right knee hurts again..
hope tml wun..
if nt.. .. . .
cant imagine wat will happen..
hope sum1 will b there to support me..
but i noe cant le.. =( sigh..
JiaNLiaNg JIAYOU.

2007-10-09T13:18:00.001+08:00

purple tues!!
><
so sad.. hand still hurt..
ytd went pool and lost 6-4..
n i hurt my hand..
slam into table!!
nw still pain lyk hell..
wth i doing i dunno..
醉翁之意不在酒
lols... hahas. jkjk..
hmm.. den today gt to settle intercons stuff le..
=(
faster chiong ar jianliang!!
den recently dota keep losing too pub..
super sianz..
=(
anyway, later dunno will happen wat..
jus hope tml can hav a nice evenin at the friendly..
support me!!
><

2007-10-08T15:18:00.000+08:00

today is MONDAY BLUE!!!
summore still gt RAIN..
=(((
hmm..
last nite dota till tulan..
sad sad sad..
recently play wit jim n venny..
keep losing to pub..
sigh..
lets JIAYOU!!
LaMeRs gogogo..
den today lessons sibei sianz!!!
=((
bring laptop w/o adaptor so cant use much..
sigh..
n tutorial lecturer teach finish whole hr den realise WRONG MODULE!!!
wth...
lame shit..
y today seem so blue n negative??
lols..
later going play pool..
so cheer up!!
><

2007-10-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

to cont my last post..

ytd was at vivo..

to celebrate yunTING bdae..

lols..

y cake is me take??

=.=

summore take pic tt time she still dun wan own self hold wor..

heng i gt skill..

take pic machiam she takin the cake.

XDD

pro hor..

anyway, those ginas late de lo..

me n minglei was told LAST SECOND..

tt postpone 1 hr..

waste 1 hr..

aft tt still late by more den an hr plus..

den make me fed up..

den walk walk talk talk..

den cut cake..

aft tt i went off..

had dinner at CWP..

ok.. its LJS AGAIN..

lols. hahas..

cant play arcade as machine down.

but nvm.. oso broke le..

next is aft takin bus, my card holder broke!!

hp drop.. card holder broke..

sigh.. bad day hor..

den at khatib..

wanted take mrt hm so wil lget hm by 9.30pm..

but den thirsty so go buy bubble tea..

saw a familiar shirt n realise its merlyn!

den walk her hm lo..

so reach hm 10 plus le..

merlyn.. ur hse super far leh!!!

hahas..

aft tt is hm swt hm..

so wake up today is tired de lo..

so tired aft breakfast do hse work den slp le..

till 12 plus woke by a sms..

den online till nw le..

had sum chats.. tis n tt..

overall. raise my mood by quite alot..

den nw slackin..

waiting jim n venny to dota. hahas..

hope tml is a nice week!!

2007-10-06T12:07:00.000+08:00

ytd was great i think..
was in club.
quite emo i guess..
audrey suddenly ask me y so emo when we go eat ice cream..
lols..
hw to ans her.. ><
den aft tt was slackin in club, dota in mobley..
so lifeless..
this few days so dun wanna go hm aft sch..
sigh..
den intercons nt really settled..
=(
capt ball any1??
interested find me k??
tyty..
n den aftmaths was arcade..
b4 playin was lookin ar rmMate n jas takin neoprints..
or rather decorating them..
tryin see wat i can learn..
but den kan zhe kan zhe, xiang qi le dang shi..
yan lei bu shou kong zhi lui xia la..
memories are sweet..
wat abt the future??
den so ID 4 a game..
leadin well at 1st..
den receive 3/4 tru the game..
anxious to read it,
crash my car.. =(
den lost..
nvm..
jus a game..
aft tt is datona wit tt two Js..
hahas..
den lose abit win abit..
ram here n there lyk mad kid..
=.=
quite tiring..
summore gt to reply sms..
XDD
den next receive gd news..
so nite time was great..
playin bball in arcade wit rmMate n jas hor..
very tired sia..
single hand still carry alot thingy n helin 2 side!!
hahas..
den i went off early to go hm...
hm SWEET hm..
talk abit wit ML on MRT..
crap mostly.. hahas..
dne only at sbw station den i noe yvonne ( cousin )
oso on same train..
XDDD
den talk talk abit b4 going hm..
den last nite or rather tis morn is den HIGHLIGHT..
at MN..
hw long did LaMeRs last conference at nite??
no1 can counts..
but we did tt again last nite..
how long had me + jim + venny nt dota tgt??
dunno too..
but last nite we did too..
conference + dota..
crap + joke + chats = simply GREAT!
love ya guys man..
owning the AIs tgt lyk dun nid money..
chasing n controllin lanes tgt on Irc games..
hahas..
so nice..
=DDD
so long nv lane wit JiM..
i deny he farm.. the sniper + techie lane..
hahas..
hmm..
ICECOOLBANANAMILKSHAKE dunno when will resurface..
hahas..
hope its soon..
but i cant patch MAPLE.. =(
hahas..
now going out soon..
celebrate yunTING bdae.. hahas.,
mickey! lols..

2007-10-05T12:28:00.000+08:00

5 oct..

nt a very gd day..

i mean yes.. its yunTING bdae FYI..

yup.. happy 17th gal..

but den nt a gd day for me..

nt to say last nite nv sleep well..

this morn was totally in a blue blue mood..

i dunno wat to do..

i'm sad..

i'm depressed..

i'm emo..

but i cant express..

cuz i in poly..

y m i in SP..

y must it b SP..

the MRT journey is enuf for me to slp..

y nt nearer poly lyk NYP or RP..

y must i come here find own trouble..

sigh..

suddenly dun wan study le..

but i cant..

bball is wat i love..

yet nw..

my thinkins made me detest myself..

cuz i didnt respect bball enuf..

i shld not play le..

although my body badly wan to..

i dunno y m i playin..

but if i not playin cuz i love it,

i dun wan myself to play le..

it will jus insult my beloved bball..

had been a irresponisble guy for a few days too le..

for family.. i did nthin much..

yet cant take mums naggin n threw tantrums at times..

as a stud.. i did nt study well enuf..

for club i miss out alot cuz i choose NOT to go..

n its my RESPOINSIBLITY to go..

is it worth it or nt i dunno..

but i didnt regret skipping those..

wat shld i do nw..

i going mad le..

i dunno wat i wan do nw le..

i dunno wats make him so great n me so useless..

hw can den i climb to the top??

ML..

i noe u noe i noe we noe..

at times e gal we lyk...

we can, will and more den willin to give watever we can..

but we still nv know hw they think..

cuz guys n gals can nv think the same way..

guys will rather everything say out..

gals wun..

venny told me..

bu zai hu tian chang di jiu,zhi zai hu chen jing yong you..

aft tt we bth agree den tt's crap..

sigh..

i miss the times..

walkin alon khatib road singing..

if only e verse is true..

i wish..

alot to say but wun say here le.. sigh..

2007-10-04T12:09:00.000+08:00

oct 4 le..
1mth le.. nt today den another mth later i think..
hahas..
okok.. here goes:
ytd went to watch underdog at CWP..
was quite funny..
=DDD
totally enjoyed..
heng gt shoulders lend me for awhile during e show..
mine aching lyk mad.. ><
act hero ma.. XDDD
anyway, its my batch de tong nian cartoon lo..
hw can i miss it rite!!!
=DDD
super happy..
next movie wanna watch is the cartoon go to new york..
any takers???
den today no bring bag..
let shoulders rest.. =DD
see i SO SO SO gd..
den nw slacking..
hahas..
hmm.. later dunno do wat again den sianz liaos..
HOPEofLife!!! lets go!!!
lols..
update again soon i guess..
BYE.. =DDD
oh btw, intercons grouping SUCKS!!
=(((
JIANLIANG JIAYOU X 100!!

2007-10-03T08:06:00.000+08:00

wat a morning..
gave me a scare..
my hp chain drop out!!
but fix le..
if no choice..
think i'll solder it tgt..
ulti move..
=DDD
anyway, bcuz of tt..
i saw 3 frens on the way to sch..
1st is PC = peiching..
tt big shot i long time no see..
hahas..
all the best for O lvl ar!!
next aft O lvl is of cuz A lvl!!
longteng of cuz..
my LaMeRs brothers..
long time no see..
all the best too ar..
u can de!!!
=DDD
den next is soonwei..
sum1 i knew since sec1 tgt with venny as we same class..
=DDD
oso can consider a lamer...
hahas...
fat le la u..
n dye tt hair really beng la..
u noob la go noob place dye...
=.=
hahas..
den he nw working leh..
b4 next yr he go NS..
aft tt den study..
u go hm pray u go BMT next yr dun kena my bro company..
if not i tell him tekan u till siao!!
XDDD
hahas.. jkjk...
hope today will b a fine day..
like underdog lyk tt...
fly fly fly!!!
ya rite.. ><
chest still hurting..still waiting for at least 1 more wrist guard.. ><
JIANLIANG B STRONG!

2007-10-02T10:33:00.000+08:00

time to post early post b4 i get rush by ppl..

hahas...

hmm.. ytd was okok..

they had MC meeting n bball meeting..

MC meeting say nthin much..

can reveal de take away, nthin say liao.. XD

bball meeting..

3 more weeks to intercons..

still open to more white wrist bands.. XDD

symbolise support ma.. XDD

so ppl.. i still WAITING..

hahas..

den jersey..

wanted number 7 but wei hao wan it to..

so gt to settle it by 1 on 1..

shld b no prob..

aft all is FuXi 1 on 1 champ holder.. XD

but den still gt to see hw..

mayb change to 9..

but tt 1 i think jian ming wans..

so mayb 4 den..

=DDD

hahas..

den today jus had Gems..

no maths lecture today..

so nw in club slack..

i tell u..

1ST TIME.. I WENT EAT WITH GEMS GROUP PPL..

1ST TIME TAKE NUMBER N EMAIL..

lol.. so weird hor..

i yr2 they 4 is yr 1.. XD

but den.. eat le den siam le.. kekeke..

alright.. tt's for nw..

stay tune daily for more updates..

=DDD

2007-10-01T09:10:00.000+08:00

today is childrens' day!!
n i could had stay at hm!!
although poly no hols but i gt MC..
y leh..
cuz ytd is sick day..
wake up with a high fever of 38++..
sad sad.. cant do anything at all..
totally weak..
sianzation..
dota oso cant play..
heng nw better le..
so came sch..
talk msn more den listen tutorial!!
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books haven get ma.. think next thurs den can get the fastest..
y will gt ppl tell me give up??sayin its waste of time??wat shld i do??sigh..

2007-09-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

backed to club..

aft helpin out in setting up the debates venue..

hahas.. will nt b able to make it 4 the event itself..

cuz gt wedding dinner.. so...

anyway, today SP alot ppl wear till dunno lyk wat..

lols..

esp gals..

bcuz of the "Hey Gorgeous" show bah..

came to our sch..

Fiona Xie dun look nice today de.

lols..

n she talks really loud..

ben was here too..

den xu zhen rong..

hahas..

he walk past JunWei , me & Minglei den he ask us where can find mei nu (pretty gals)..

hahas..

den we reply dunno leh..

Foodcourt 2 & 1 lo..

n he say he go dun have we die..

hahas..

so i told him FoodCourt 7..

provided he can find!! XD

den back to the gals in sch today..

alot obvious wear cuz they noe today TV crew coming la..

normal days, no1 will wear tt lyk tt appear in FC 3 , 4 ,5 de lo..

lols.. hahas..

but alot cmi..

SP so.. .. . .. . hahas..

=.=

i nv say anything.. kekeke..

*P gt a much much nicer de lo.. wth..

opps.. nvm..

i AGAIN nv say anything..

hahas..

up to ur to fill in the blanks urself as u deem fit.

=DDD

gt the white wrist guard le..it actually meant support for me on the bball court esp for the coming inter-cons at the end of the year..what shld i do??i wun go back on my words..say wun play for nw means wun play for nw..till i get tt word from tt person..den i play..sigh..sry yunTING.

2007-09-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

time to post b4 i'm turn upside down..

anyway, today hurt my knee while playin bowling..

cuz floor abit slippery..

=.=

anyway, bowling this few days very lousy..

hardly pass 100..

no more 130++

sigh..

sianz la..

den later gt wedding dinner so nt going to CADC event..

Inter sch debate 07/08

hahas..

anyway, studies been slack as its 1st week..

but things going to b hard le..

jiayou jianliang!!!

hahas..

den nw mixed emotions again..

lookin at my hands.

i wonder..

wats it good for??
bowling so sucks..

den everynite walk hm will stur up emotions inside myself..

passing by tt block..

i can only detour and not to look at it..

den today receive a present..

dunno y today.. but its today..

sum1 gave me a present i always wanted..

take note of wats gone from my wishlist this few days bah..

den the reason i cant really ask rite??

den hw?

if the meaning is still tt meaning,

wat shld i do??
to play or not to play??
-struggling..

hope

2007-09-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

thanz a million to minglei..

for giving me hope to get this blog back..

by giving up on the closed door ( mozilla ),

tt's when i saw a open door for me (IExplorer)..

and minglei.. thanz for the help recently..

gt u here n there.. sry ar..

but den..

so wat i gt this blog back..

god is fair..

to gain, u must lose..

gaining back this blog..

i lost sumthing even more precious today..

so wats the use??

i rather nt have this blog back..

next janet..

thanz for the tag...

i really simply glad n happy to see tt u rmb wat i told u..

its this small small appreciation tots tt can give 1 energy to move on..

knowing at least gt this mei here..

BUT..

em0flames down once.. today, the skyblue flame was down itself..

cold n weak..

shivering alone..

u must b strong..

dun b lyk me..

den layyan..

thanz for helpin me today..

greatly appreciately in my heart..

dunno if u'll see this..

but..

THANZ..

lastly.. to a fren..

u noe who u r..

i meant wat i send in tt sms..

no means no..

so.. wait lo..

till tt day come..

---------------------------------------------------------------------

for sum1 who is over-confident..

failure is wat he get..

for once..

if i were to name 3 proud parts of my body..

i will b sure to say.. eyes.. hands.. legs..

the "perfect" eyesight..

the "golden" arm tt can catch almost anything..

the wonderfull legs tt gave me speed..

but nw..

if u ask me again..

i'll tell u..

nthin..

reasons i dun wanna say here..

wan noe den ask me bah..

sign off le..

2007-09-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

I NOE I SUPPOSE TO B IN BED LE..
1154 LE..
BUT I JUS CANT SLP..
AT TIMES I HOPE I CAN B MOE DUMB..
OR MAYB ITS REALLY ACT BLUR LIVE LONGER..
WTF M I DOING??
THINKIN ABT STUFF I SHLDNT B THINK AT TIS MOMENT..
SCH STARTIN SOON TOO LE..
WAT CAN I DO??
I GOING MAD LE..
I DUNNO WAT U THINK AT ALL..
NEITHER DO I NOE WAT I THINKIN.
WTH..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHO CAN ACC ME TO THE BEACH TO SHOUT IT OUT??

2007-09-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

backed aft a long long long period no blog..
been having a rough time..
so no mood to even blog..
recently, went to orchard..
so long nv go town le..
no life de me..
n shop till legs are totally sour!!!
sigh... n spend alot.. wth rite??
its really a bomb..
they cost me a BOMB!!
lols..
hahas.. 2 more arriving soon..
den all clear!!!
hahas..
hmm..
den last nite receive a call frm st john..
or rather tis morning..
2++ am..
sigh..
tired de me have to rush down club look for a canvas which sum hw disappear into thin air!!
wth rite..
waste my time slp etc wor..
den buy new oso me gt to pay 1st..
wat ur doing..
i wan an explaination!!
on the way to st john..
its jus me n don..
on tt ferry tt could had ferried over 40 ppl i think..
wth.. machiam Da Shao Ye(s).
book whole ferry..
lols..
den reach le eat eat eat b4 i go back..
hahas..
n on way back stop by kusu island and look at turtles n the sea..
finally calm down abit..
but den reaching hm, i was totally worn out..
falling aslp on the mrt..
sigh..
gonna slp early today le..
hope the camp no more emergency case le ar..
summore i appear today gt so many ppl shock wor..
n i was told.. "dad u come le ar.. but ur hair very messy.. " !!!
i wake up no bath rush out leh!!!
hahas...
den ppl ask my y ytd nv come out n i keep sayin..
i jus reach ma.. lols..
hahas..
nw time to rest!! hahas..

2007-09-15T14:02:00.000+08:00

sense of a mixed feelings yet again..
sigh..
at times.. feel lyk playin games,
yet felt bored out wit games..
at times wanna throw down everything yet at times wanna linger on..
once a beautiful sight..

shining out the silvery surface frm the blue blue shell..
but it went back to

and

nt tt i wan.. yup.. they broke up le..
no longer attached to each other..
cuz i disown my son le..
it could b a act of rashness on impulse..
n i fully noe hw act of impulse can affect nt jus 1self.. but others ard him too..
i noe but i cant care more le..
wanna have my hp 24/7 by my reach yet hate to see it at times too..
no more songs acc me tru my mrt rides..
no more ability to sms le..
tt's if i can..
n of cuz sum1 to sms..
no more playin of the tennis on bus rides..
no more photos takin to upload to blog etc..
no more alot alot alot..
hard to contact ppl..
n hard to find me too le..
gd or bad u decide bah..
so so so tired..
hao xian shem mo ye bu zhuo..
jiu yi zhi sui dao shi jie mo ri..
C***.. really funny..
everything time b4 a camp..
cause breakup..
den aft the camp,
gt couple emerge..
lame.. dumb..
=.=

2007-09-13T09:33:00.000+08:00

13 sept le.. 13th the thurs..
hmm.. last nite receive a sms frm xinyi..
SP year 1..
my xiao mei!!
thanz ar.. for tt sms..
although i came online n u nt here n u nv tag..
but thanz la..
nt bad sia.. gt heart le.. (you xin le)
ty.. =DD
anywya, thanz for xh too..
for the encouragement!
arigato!
hahas..
one more impt de..
the "celebration dinner"
thanz most le..
hahs..
exciting hor?? hahas..
i mean eat chicken ma.. translate to chi!!
result is really bad.. but guess regret is too late..
nw back to maple..
wit venny n jimmo.
lols.. long way to go..
but shall hang on till PRIEST is minE!!
dunno gt spell wrong anot!! ><>

2007-09-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

today is 12 sept..
get back resutl le..
totally sucks..
yes sucks..
so lousy...
sigh.. emo emo emo!!!
sad sad sad...
sigh... sum stuff past le cant change le bah..
JiaNLiaNg.. wat happened??
sigh.. y did stuff turn out tis way!!??
hang on b0i..
deng jiu qiu shi ni de.. ><
hopefully..

2007-09-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

today is tue.. 11/9
no more "gd bro" here le!!
bye bye.. hope ur enjoyed ur hols..
mine haven end!!
hahas..
today went to the cathay to watch "no reservation"..
not bad show wor..
hahas... but the fish.. .. .. . .
hahas..
den b4 tt was walk walk n long john!!
hahas..
eat till full..
den aft show is mario cart!!
woots.. 1st!! lols..
lucky me..
hope tml as lucky.. ><
hahas..
JIANLIANG JIAYOU!!!
oh ya.. better say sum stuff fast!!
JIAYOU JIANLIANG!!

2007-09-11T09:57:00.000+08:00

the later phtos is here finally!!!
sentosa:

thats about all that gt me! ><
next..
sunday nite dinner:

Fo Tiao Qiang ( Buddha jump wall ) ><

chicken wings! lols

prawn... its nice!!

toufu.. hahas.. whose?? XDD
noodles.. hahas..
gt a few others nv take.. means i nv eat those.. XDD
aft maths photos..

cousin wit ah ma..

the young ones!!
2 dragon 2 snake 1 rabbit..
2nd pic rabbit hop to mid..

plus a even younger one..
a chicken bah.. ><

2007-09-10T23:37:00.001+08:00

time to update..
this post shall have no pics..
cuz photos been uploaded too slowly..
tml den show photos..
so nw update 1st..
hmm..
sunday went to watch a jap drum n dance concert..
quite impressive drum plays..
coordination is gd..
feeling is there..
=DDD
but dance was.. zZzZ.. u noe.. ><
i nt type of person to understand the dance bah..
hahas..
den aft tt went off to orchid villa..
to celebrate grandma bdae..
lols..
see orchid den eat.. lols..
n they gave my grandma free flowers.. hahas..
so gd la..
lols..
den had GOOD food for dinner..
although nt alot la..
but gd enuf la..
photos of food will b shown tml too.. =DD
dun b jealous ar!!!
kekekeke..
den monday which is today..
morning quite bored..
dun say le..
aftn is meeting..
den aft tt stay for song session..
nt bad but nt very gd oso la..
2nd nia.. nt bad le lah..
jiayou guys..
den see tml hw bah..
so dun wanna slp..
but i cant..
sigh..

2007-09-08T11:50:00.001+08:00

initially wanted to post wit pics de.. but den leh..
photos coming in too slow although VERY LITTLE..
fren nv online..sianz..
so post 1st pics later bah... wahahaha..
anyway, thurs was 6/9..
went to sentosa wit my class..
say is class. but include me only 7 guys..
=.=
no gals.. =(
hahas.. anyway, play vball , fball and cards..
lols..
nt to 4get walking ard n... take pics etc..
photos i get le den post..
den fri was ytd..
daddy's parents wan watch getai..
so acc them down to the temple there..
since dad n mum oso there..
so long since i last went to a getai le..
lols.. last time was at young age..
parents bring us go.. ><
den last nite was so so so cramped..
sweatin lyk dunno wat..
n saw my junior - shaowen a.k.a jing wen.. http://v2.stomp.com.sg/getai/listProfileVideos.do?id=108
can go to this link too.. lols..
help her advertise.. lols.. hahas..
nt bad performance last nite..
aft tt is hm swt hm..
n watch TV b4 slping..
as sum1 watch till slp..
=.=

2007-09-07T09:18:00.000+08:00

time to teach sum kid english..
and show out sum1 tryin to be smart..
here goes..
if u take a bottle n ask diff ppl wats in it,
u will have diff ans..
a pri sch kid can say.. nthin..
a sec sch kid say air..
JC ppl list out all e diff air inside..
Uni stud tell u hw much of oxygen hw much carbon etc..
but all is rite..
y? think la.. which is wrong u tell me..
every1 born gt a BRAIN.. A brain..
u gt 2 meh..
using ur brain, u of cuz meant the 2 sides la..
dumb meh..
use 2 sides of brain.. dun talk lyk idiot leh..
give u a coin.. gt 2 side rite?
ask u draw bth side of the coin..
dun tell me u nid 2 coins to draw the 2 side..
cannot flip ar.. be flexible leh..
unless one side rotted lyk ur brain la..
i nthin say..
do ur homework well b4 commenting la..
"18 YEARS OLD teenager but with simple just a 14 YEARS OLD MIND !"
u noe wat u saying mah??
sibei kam gong leh..
omg.. read till wan laugh..
plus tt "lecture".. hahas.. machiam crap..
i oso can.. so easy..
n omg.. i didnt noe a 17th yr old guy dumber den a 14th yr old..
sibei make ppl piss nia..
" MAKE GF HAPPY DAY BY DAY."
so wei da wor..
only noe hw to make urself seem the victim n so wei da..
" MAKE ME A PROUD BOYFRIEND OF YOURS.
LOVE & CARE FOR ME.
STOP HURTING ME"
machiam always u tio hurt..
nt u hurting ppl..
"i seriously dissapointed in you." wah.. u gt the rights mah??
dun be a idiot again..
"And please stop misunderstanding me with other girls when there are just my FRIENDS! my guy friends are busy , thats why i didnt keep disturbing them."
seems lyk ur girls frens sibei free hor..
aiya.. busy osos let u disturb till bo bian..
"Hatred has filled my heart. Dont bother to tag anymore." - 6 Sep
"Posted 06/09/2007 08:14
Past turning into Memories.But the chance is always glowing there.When u want to take it,give him a call.He's always waiting.take care.LOVES."
hahas.. wats tis?? 2 sided sayin..
cuz u USE ur 2 brain??
tryin act nia..
"Since the start till now , frankly speaking , i dn see much efforts done by you at all . You dn care & concern for your the other half at all , not u don't know how to say , ish u never say it at all. U thoroughly destroyed everything in your OWN HANDS . face it , u tarnished it. Don blame it on the different stands or whatsoever. From on own , you go your ways & i gO mine. If we ever meet , a simple smile will do . I am seriously dissappointed in you , even i were to be wrong in some ways , it wont be as much as what u've done."
nice words used huh?? ya rite..
since is her destroy nt u.. wats with
"I've tasted a beauty that never ends, because you're where my happiness begins."
she didnt care for u yet brought u happiiness.. hahas.. u are idiot or wat??
dun play ard with words le..
badminton boi..
so?? i still bball boi le..
current affairs & DEBATING club Management Committee too..
wan argue?
bring ur game on..
"Have the Guts to type,Have the Guts to say it Face 2 Face ; Be a Man & not a Wimp"
u say de.. sure u can do it mah?
n i nv see sum1 who dun let himself view his own friendster profile.. except u..
"Lamers,backstabbers and traitors..Without invitation,please kindly FUCK OFF!!!"
u fulfill all 3 conditions.. sigh.. sad case..

2007-09-04T20:48:00.001+08:00

4get put the 2 videos.. lols.. enjoy..

2007-09-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

today 1st event is of cuz prIs bdae!!
happy bdae gal..
well.. didnt noe u will post on blog the ranking..
lols.. if nt last nite dun hang so fast..
den i sure 1st!!! XDD
ook.. back to my side..
aftn meet up wit sum FuXi ppl for a small outing..
2 ppl PS us wor..
PC n Paul..
Pc leh.. demand take MRT summore..
den suddenly nv go.. wth..
u hor.. Da Pai as always leh..
den Paul i dunno wat happen..
so only me, kor, kelvin n Junliang went out..

tt's me..
1st we had lunch..
lols..
3 duck rice n a kuay chap wit rice.. lols..
CPL treat us.. hahas..
CPL = corporal..
tt's kor n Junliang..
grats on ur de promotion here!!
den aft tt went to yisHun safra..
1st is play pool..
2 v2 mah.. so team JL against team Kelvin..
as name suggest..
team JL consist of JiaNLIANG and JuNLIANG.. ( only a few letters diff.. lol )
n team Kelvin dun nid say bah.. bth is kelvin mah..
well.. lady luck is on their side sia..
team JL keep facing bad luck..
n the worse thing is a stupid fone call made me accidentally spoil an item..
an item impt to me sia..
accidentally pull out n had a diff time fixing it back..
lucky wit JL helpm manage to fix it..
its really impt..
sry ar.. nv take gd care of it.. sigh..
so we lost 6-1, winning only the 6th game..
aft tt we went bowling..
hahas.. nw gt sum pics to show..

tt's our name used..
can guess who is wat n wat those letters mean??
NO?? let me tell u den..
WPWLS = With Pride We Lead Sispec.. Kelvin Tan
KOP = JunLiang.. he football fan.. no meanin de..
PDH = Pride Discipline Honour.. kelvin Soh
LRV = Learning Reasonin Voicing.. me.. CADC pl shld noe meaning..
hahas..
let ur see sum start up scores den..

all start wit a 0!!!
except me!!!

hahas... li hai leh..
aft sum warm up:

can see the spare n strike coming up le wor..
hahas.. nt to 4get sum1 gt turkey wor..
for ppl who dunno, its 3 straight strikes.. 60 points!!

n this belongs to kelvin soh.. who is oso the winner of game 1..
well... at mid game:

can see kel de 3 X there too... n JL 1st strike..
noe y??
cuz a grp of gals came n use the lane beside us at tt time!!!
JunLiang ar.. hahas... ><
but den mine was 1,8 for tt bowl..
noe y?? cuz i fan wei by those gals..
nt distracted.. must clear my name here..
hahas.... XDDD
anyway, ending results is:

gt 2nd by 16 points diff..
turkey too power liao...
hahas..
den 2nd game no pic as hp limited space.. ><
but 2nd game all tired le..
did badly..
all nv get strike except kelvin soh 1st bowl..
btw, in 1st game i almost get turkey..
but all is left 1 pin standing!!
sianz la..
back to 2nd game..
only i gt 3digits!!!
100!!
win kelvin soh by 1!!!
lols.. lame rite??
but nt easy leh..
did tt with a strike n spare at last bowl..
li hai rite??
use up all my str wor... ><
anyway..
aft tt is dinner..
at chong pang..
so long nv go there le sia..
3 ppl ate char siew rice..
we buy diff timings n realise tt only when we bring the food back to table!!
hahas.. den my bro ate been hoon..
hahas..
of cuz next is hm swt hm aft sum talk cocks sing songs.. lols..
hahas.. so tired.. hahas

2007-09-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

quote frm mummy blog:

老歌，
听起来简单明了，
喜欢就喜欢，讨厌就讨厌，
一点都不拐弯抹角，
我好喜欢。 :)

老歌，
总是留下难以忘怀的旋律。

its the same wit ppl izznt it?
喜欢就喜欢，讨厌就讨厌.
简单明了.
jus tt lyk 就 ok le ar..
拐弯抹角 for wat leh..
你说呢?rite?

2007-09-03T19:39:00.001+08:00

its jus human..
to hav unknown..
n its jus life..
to b full of up n downs..
to b full of turns..
n wit everyturns..
the steeper it is,
the more u wun b able to guess wat u'll see behind it..
tt's wat makes life interesting..
i guess.

2007-09-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

BLUE BLUE post time..
finally eaten my lunch n came hm in this BIG BIG RAIN..
stupid rain..
jus lyk tears unseen in my heart..
well.. time to blog abt ytd le..
Sunday was suppose to b beautiful..
lyk the verse in Beautiful Sunday..
but u noe.. reality aint always lyk tt..
slept tru almost the whole morning n aftn as the evil rain remove bball frm me..
dota abit n sum crunchyroll viewing = my sunday times..
aft tt.. nite time..
decided to go to a fren bdae chalet..
but probs lyk ways to go n concession, fares thingy arise..
n i realise tt its true tt u only noe hw much ppl is really beside u when u gt trouble..
n i glad i gt quite a no of frens to give me directions till i can make options.
n special thanz to my LaMeRs de LongTeng..
its really 雪中送碳 (xue zhong song tan)..
thanz buddy..
so i manage to go down to pasir ris costa sand chalet..
3 bus journeys n a fair bit of walking b4 i find the place..
well.. a miracle i didnt alight at wrong stops tru out although i was nt familiar wit the routes..
n i didnt get headaches..
my guts feeling led me well last nite..
n did sum dumb stuff on the bus which shall nt mention le..
den walk walk walk to the chalet itself..
being hesistant over my speed of walking..
fast den slow, slow den fast.. jus lyk i wanna reach faster yet slower..
mixed feelings.. sigh.. mayb cuz i noe he's there.. but she's there too..
i duno wat surprise is there exactly le..half wan noe half dun wan noe..
so finally reached..
den left only abt 10 plus ppl.. ><
heard our pri sch fren gt 2 tt went b4 me..
so i didnt get to see them.. nvm..
gt FATE can meet sumday sumwhere de.. lols..
den i saw him for the 1st time.. live.
well den.. gt to noe who is tt PY.. hahas..
hmm.. den sat outside cuz didnt went in as abit shy.. ><
felt weird n out of place wit only my hp acc me..
dunno where the usual me went sia..
hahas... so unsociable suddenly.. hahas..
faking false smiles to hide my emo..questions running ard my head..
den er.. gt to noe a gal call CCH too..
hahas.. CCH oso wor.. kekeke..
sum1 who i think quite direct with her words..
gave me a shock sia..
my dunno came out so bluntly tt it was acc by a no den a yes..cuz i gt no confident?? sigh..
so chat abit outside n nv go in.. XDD
or rather sit outside listen them chat.. tryin to noe the situation bah.. but den no fight in end.. lols
aft tt.. a few of them went off..
so left only 5 of us there..
aft tt aunty n uncle (bdae gal parents) came..
hahas.. 4 bed 5 person..
hw to split?? tt's the topic.. kekeke...
den saw a small conflict.. n all i could do is stand there..
saw them walk off in small argument for very long b4 returnin..sososo wanna noe wat happen.. wanna go out n find her..but i didnt.. i gt no stand.. nthin..
was abit ps standing there as uncle BBQ sum food for me..
><>
den aunty ask if i wan drink volka.. ask me mix myself.. hahas..
but didnt la.. empty stomach mah..
later merlion wor..
den jialat.. kekeke..
manage to hold back myself.. drinkin in sorrow is useless.. i noe..wanna jus go out see wats going on as she oso didnt bring hp even..but i jus cant get a excuse..4ever talkative boy became mute..
den aft tt ate n ate b4 going to slp..
Benjamin sleepin.. so 4 of us sit outside try finish the food..
lyk tt sure fat wor... jialat.. nid go do exercise liao la..
sitting there n eat silently..i dun even noe wat i thinkin..
aft tt was sleeping time..
slp n wake slp n wake till morning.. hahas..
lookin at ppl talk when my eyes are open..impression aint very gd.. n sourness accumulated inside me..so pain so pain.. the looks.. the whispers i nv hear..
den tt gal say i ghost!!! in her dream.. =.=
so wth rite!!
den tt gal hor.. dunno hw to slp de.
blanket hor.. cover herself half nia.. other half is she cover the blanket..
den gt to throw her 1 more.. aft tt same thing happen.. =.=
but its jus aint me.. tt's 1 more..i noe cuz i jus cant slp..nt tt i nt tired..so much i wanna noe..but i'll nv noe..
mornin was raining..
so sianz.. rain again mah..
sad la.. jus dun lyk rain..
so slp back..
till ard 10 help abit here n there.. really abit..
den uncle drive me to SK to take bus hm..
on journey hear her talk abt presents.. lols..
n i can proudly say i noe who gave me wat.. cuz all i get was limited.. nt lyk ur..
journey hm quite fast..
n more relaxing.. dunno y..
but tots remains there..
aft tt bath den go eat den nw.. so nw.. time to SLP!!

2007-09-01T14:44:00.000+08:00

today is teachers day!!!
happy teachers day to all those tt taught me b4..
although u might nt be able to read this..
but special thanz to a few teachers tt really motivated me to study..
=DD thanz cher(s)..
anyway, ytd was celebration..
but i didnt went back..
guess alot didnt go back bah..
sigh...
wake up at 8 plus n went back slp..
cuz dunno who wanna go back..
so in the end didnt go back..
woke up seeing alot of miss calls n sms(s) in my hp!!
lols..
cuz i dun hae caller iD..
so dunno who called me..
if didnt get back to whoever tt called me ytd morn, sry ar..
anyway, merlyn ytd morn den sms me say cant go back..
u say thurs comfirm den become fri mornin..
lols.. u hor..
den gt juniors sms to ask if i going back.
didnt noe i so famous.. wahahaha.. ><
anyway, rotted as at hm..
aftn dota abit den play bball at nite..
lols.. too long nv play full court game..
the feeling of dashing up n down the court is sosoososos FUN..
but den tiring too la..
so long nv do tt..
nw stamina drop alot..
summore they all army ppl..
stamina capacity so huge..
sigh... me so small sia..
but last nite was fun..
hard matches but interesting..
hahas...
point guard position again..
so guess changing the fuxi-sg add was rite aft all..
cuz i now PG instead of SG again..
XDD
nw so tired still..
i mean my legs..
hahas.. wobby wobby.. ><
tonight still gt play..
den gt sum1 tell me dun play..
hahas.. thanz for the concern!! really.. =DD

2007-08-29T21:46:00.001+08:00

today no rain!! woots..
hahas..
went fren hse in morn slack..
lols.. stay hm sianz mah..
den dota a game b4 having lunch at LJS..
aft tt went SP..
wanted bowlin..
but the ppl there dun let usuage of ezlink card..
cuz tt lady nt wearin the shirt the rest wearing..
think she is higher rank bah.. sigh.
den walk walk intro abit SP..
lols..
n saw merlyn!!
archery wor!!
nt bad sia.. although new comer seh nt bad wor..
jiayou ar gal..
den went JP wan watch movie..
but in the end timing too late..
sigh..
so play mario cart..
ok.. i lost..
no talent in it..
oh btw..
today JP scary..
aft entering it.. keep gettin static shocks..
ppl walk past oso tio..
sigh..
den wanted ID.. but 2 idiots tryin to up lvl playing each other..
waste my time..
den play a game off the arcade hoops..
so no feel..
y today everything so nt smooth de..
sigh..
haiz.. b.. meaning wait la.. hw long?? i dunno..lookin back a mth ago.. so fast gone le.. one mth den no more hols le..at tt time, will i look back at tis mth n sigh again??=(

2007-08-28T09:02:00.001+08:00

ytd went out for dinner den stop my post..
shall continue nw..
at e banquet..
quite a number of teenage waiter n waitress..
hmm.. brought back memories when i was one myself..
seeing them do the job..
lyk hw i used to too..
hahas..
lookin at ppl askin for the conc alcohol,
n the blur face on the younger waiter n waitress..
rmbing hw i use to give a blur blur look..
hahas..
on the rock?? wats tt.. hahas..
nw i noe le wor.. kekeke..
den 2 person gt drunk..
n the younger 1 was pushed to the floor..
climbing back up,
they gt into a mini fight..
den alot ppl pullin them apart..
aft which they decided to settle in under the void deck..
which machiam2 drunkards dancing..
kicking n swayin their hands lyk idiots lookin so strengthless..
den alot of ppl went to pia zui..
n frm 2 ppl.. it became 2 groups of ppl shouting..
n ppl even took the empty beer bottles there..
of cuz they came back w/o the bottles..
think smash liao come back liao..
blood stains can b seen on the guy's shirt..
den aft which too crowded i cant see..
but think fight abit..
den gt ambulance and police arriving..
den the ambulance medics found no1 to take to hospital..
think ran off liao..
the rest oso dispersed fast..
=.=
so i dunno who won who lost..
drink dun drink till drunk mah..
wan drunk dun make trouble..
sigh. a nice dinner make till lyk tt..
happy meh..
den my dumb dumb injury been visitin me tis few days..
cant do much tis way..
dun even noe if can skate..
sigh..
jianliang is jus an below avg guy..
below avg height..
below avg weight..
below avg result..
below avg ability..
below avg brain..
below avg reaction..
below avg physical..
in short.. below avg..
sigh..i dunno wat is rite wat is wrong..what i not done enuf..what had i done nt gd enuf..what had i nt done?sigh..TTZ me..

2007-08-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

sigh.. today oso gt rain..
i dun lyk rain!!
cuz it'll deprive me of bball!!
hmm..
today official hols le..
so sianz..
went out awhile only den mum nag..
sigh..
i oso nt gd b0i..
mum nt very feel recently..
still i sound attitude over fone..
i jus wish to b more trusted wit abit more freedom mah..
sigh..
den piano abit jus nw..
so hard to coordinate my 2 hands to play bu neng shou de mi mi..
separately its relatively easy..
jus putting tgt is hard..
sigh.. wanna learn it fast..
too long no touch piano bah..
hmm.. den walk walk see see..
think furniture for CADC almost decided le..
den nw going off to dinner le.. update soon den..

2007-08-25T11:32:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 10am..
quite late for me..
well.. had a nite mare..
n my right hand was hurt..
totally pain.. frm shoulder onwards wor..
sigh.. wat a bad ytd..
even slp oso gt nightmare..
sigh..
dne nw hands so pain..
sigh..
jus had breakfast..
later dunno if going out..
n i'm WAITING for my donut!! woots..
><
tyty..
tonight den update more..

2007-08-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

backed frm playin bball n finally had a bathe..
feelin BLUE.
going slp aft posting this..
tis morn wake up early sia.
had a breakfast den went jurong meet minglei..
knowing he sure late, i took my time..
who noes still earlier den him..
lol..
den ID abit.. den talk cock n had lunch at LJS..
aft tt physco minglei , deyi n liying go AMK hub instead of vivio!!
thanz you.. =D
den watched 881..
hahas.. funny show..
using all songs name to rap.. =.=
hahas.
den so cold although i wear a jacket..
cuz flu still there..
sigh..
aft tt e 3 ppl went orchard le..
so nv go meet them..
sry ppl..
aft tt is walk walk chit chat..
den dinner..
had a disturbing call.. den sianz half..
aft tt a sensitive topic made me broke down..
sry i letted u see me cry..
i didnt wanted to..
i jus cant control..
tis topic too sensitive to me..
i give in to FATE le..
but it still will hurt..
all i wan to to be loved..to be cared..
sigh. .den went hm for bball.
turn up rate of FuXi so low..
wei hao workin..
kel gt duties..
jun liang cant book out..
my bro n i went play.
paul nv came.. think he 4get..
sigh...
den won quite a few games consecutive..
den very worn out..
feel happy flyin abt on the court..
forgetting the troubles..
but the tireness kicks in when the lights went off..
sigh.. so came hm n blog..
feel thirsty yet bloated..
den msn talk talk..
den a fren ask me..
if ur gf do tis for u, hw will u feel?
provided gt a gf.. OF CUZ IS HAPPY LA..
but y..
y must so many weak points of mine be touched on today?
y can i only b envious of others frm a corner??
y?? Y?? y??
sigh...

2007-08-23T16:04:00.000+08:00

woots.. FREEDOM!!!
finally.. EID paper over le..
i tear up the paper le..
cuz i DUN WAN SEE IT AGIAN..
i wun repeat it..
i WUN..
yes.. i believe i WUN!!!
so i tear it up n threw the book into my drawer for good!!
hahas..
tis morn still gt the flu..
very terrible flu sia..
shivering all the while..
den took a panodol b4 coming sch study..
hahas..
den went for exams..
finally i'm free..
HOLS!! here i come!!!
wahahahahahaha...
so happy so relieved..
a HUGH burden off le..
hope to pass all my modules n have a happy time tml..
of cuz.. n hopefully when i see result slip can go for a celebration dinner..
XDDD
whee..
woots..
finally..
nw in club..
touching up on guitar..
although IC camp coming..
but i nt touching up club songs for tt..
but Lian Ai Ping Lui!!!
wan hear me play??
dun regret..
provide me a guitar den i play for u.. =DDD
hahas.. nt to 4get tryin out jay de secret..
piano hard find..
so guitar 1st..
lols..
hahas.. whee... so happy!!!!
hahas..
saw jim jus nw..
ALL THE BEST FOR TML PAPER..
i might b back to maple.. Aquila world.. lols.. see hw bah..
hahas.. die.. i oso keep using see hw bah liao..
hahas..
den jus nw joshua came in and said:
"wah.. kian leong ur name very big leh!"
so junwei asked.. y??
den he ans: " i go to a camp den gt a gal ask me u noe kian leong from SP mah?"
=.=
den he say is in high achievers or wat de camp lai de..
if any1 noes who is tt gal pls tell me.. ty..
i didnt noe so much ppl noe me..
aft tt he say the gal shld b sec 2.. =.=
sec 2 leh!!
if from AISS, i grad when she enter AISS leh..
hw she noe me.. my cousins?? no sec 2 leh!!
hmm.. who tis mysterious gal sia..
=.=
anyway,she see him in SP shirt or jacket den ask if noe me..
summore he really noe me..
=.=
i think my circle of frens is nt big.. nt huge..
but..
GIGANTIC!! oomg..
><
hmm.. time go off le!!!
hahas...
=DDD

2007-08-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

today woke up a rainy day..

again..

sianz half..

den tried revising abit but failed..

when i jus left hm.. sum sms(s) made my day..

=DDD

so so so so simply great to see it..

hmm.. dun b straight forward better hor??

its jus does feel nice nt to b miss~ed bah..

lol..

but i miss~ed too.. ><

hahas..

den came sch study..

so many ppl PS..

wth.. sianz half again..

den tried revising..

not confident abt tml paper still..

sigh.. hw sia.. will really die..

repeat meh..

lol.. S:

hope tonight can study ar..

but nw sick le..

wearing sleeveless jersey n gt caught in the rain on way to sch..

shivering whole day..

sigh..

heng at club my rmmate lend me her jacket!!

although small.. but warming all the same..

thanz!! no u jus nw i die le bah!!!

nw terrible flu..

sigh..

hope i can recover fast..

for tml paper n fri..

yup.. tml paper nid get 60/100..

dun sounds alot rite??

but den till nw i only confident abt getting..

25 + 8 = 33..

60 - 33 = 27!!

chiong ar.. tonight burn mn oil!!

JIANLIANG JIAYOU JIAYOU!!
LAST PAPER TO FREEDOM!!

GOGOGO..

2007-08-21T23:41:00.001+08:00

today 1st event is zhen xiang bdae.. lols..
hahas.. happy bdae fren..
think u shld b hm frm marina le bah..
hahas..
den next is parents returning hm at 1.30 am..
wakin me up. =.=
aft tt thanz venny for waking me up at 3am to study abit..
but awhile later (dunno hw long la) i fell asleep..
den wake at 6.30 am n den prepare stuff etc den go sch le..
so didnt charge hp n 4get bring charger..
den today next thing is exam..
the teacher machiam jay de fan..
lol.. whole paper FULL OF J..
wat de hell la.. den all of us noe sure deduct alot liaos..
den instead of TT give NT.. den again another die..
sigh..
den tot finally break poly paper 1st 30min hp ring..
hahas.. ok la.. consider break le.. cuz according to my hp..
the sms came at 34min into exams..
hahas..
n i although sitting in middle of the big rm,
i replied sia.. lol.. i so daring sia..
nvm.. hahas..
den aft tt table tennis session with class mates..
lols.. so long no play..
still rmb in JPS play tt time.. machiam wat..
hahahs..
den study abit den go hm le..
but when northpoint check out stuff n ran into parents..
so they drag me to a banquet..
den whole nite no hp.. so jialat..
n i wanna say..
JUNWEI!! PEHCHING!!!
wheres my infomation!!! ur noe de..
dun tag at board.. sms me.. or later secret leak!!
if really can pass all module,
really treat u sharkfin oso can..
i meant wat i said
wish me luck..
n hope my plan will go well..

2007-08-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

so many bdae in aug wor.. siao ginas..
from jus 19th to 31th aug gt 10 frens bdae!!
sry ar frens..
cuz i noe nt all of ur gt presents frm me..
i too poor le.. so sry..
today was quite lame too..
walk PC to sch in morn..
for wat ar.. cuz nthin to do lo..
den mummy early early help me make the cup noodles le..
dun eat will waste..
eat le cant slp.. =.=
so acc her go lo..
den her fren i heard ask tis n tt..
aiyo.. of cuz is frens la.. if nt strangers meh.. bahka..
den go sch study abit..
but nt very effective..
den gt a fren sick le..
shld b ok nw..
lols.. worried for a short short period..XD
hahas..
aft tt bugis ajisen dinner..
den SP buy bottle for tt da pai..
as belated gift..
lols..
hahas..

so nice so nice.. to have a simple bdae cake n listen to the bdae songs on ur bdae..
izznt it?? hw envious i can only be.. sigh.. for yrs n yrs.. it only get worse for me..
but y me?? i dun get it.. sigh.. but nthin i can do only.. sigh.. thanz lamers for my bdae last last yr.. last yr thanx for the 2 shirts.. last last yr.. thanz for the maple~ing..

2007-08-19T18:25:00.000+08:00

today so bored sia..
wake up at 11..
den heavy rain..
spolit my mood 50%..
den sumthing else..
spolit my mood totally sia..
den my mum hanged eeyore cuz i ask him slp bed he jump to floor..

den lyk tt.. sad case..
anyway, PC bdae today wor..
happi bdae gal..
sweet 16!! =D

2007-08-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

我不知道你的痛.
因为我不是你.
但我只能说.
我一直都还在这里.
我的朋友.
是因为你们.
这里是天堂.
不要把我的天堂带走.

i'msolost.idunnowattodo.dunnowatithinkin.nthinseemrite.
canutellmewatshldido?imHUMAN!igtfeelingstooar.
iguesstisisKARMAbah.icausedhurtb4.nowitsmyturn.

2007-08-18T12:45:00.000+08:00

FATE..
4 simple letters..
but wat does it mean??
ppl say FATE is in our own hands..
but den ppl say GOD cre8 FATE n humans have no ability to change..
ppl say 只要有恒心,没有做不到的东西. ( so long u set ur heart to it, nthin u cant achieve)
but ppl say 人还是人,不是神.勉强没有用.(humans are still humans.. not god..forcing urself is useless)
so wats rite wats wrong??
or is contradiction jus life??
ans is.. everything is "ppl say"
so if humans gt error,
mayb sayin human can decide their on fate is 1 error among the errors?
if human aint gt errors, den sayin tt humans aint god.. sure gt error..
meaning a no error human is rite to say tt human gt error..
so i guess beautiful words are jus lies..
simple analysis can already prove them wrong..

2007-08-18T02:13:00.000+08:00

alright.. today had alot of feelings..
nostalgics.. happy.. sad.. emo..depress..u name it i gt it bah..
morn start off wit a heavy downpour spoiling my early mood..
cuz i nv liked rain..
n a spot on guess makes me low..
n i realise tt humans aint god cuz we all gt weakness.
n i gt alot..
i'm nt talented in wat areas..
jus an avg guy w/o lower den avg results etc..
so wat can i expect of myself??
dun aim too high i guess..
rainy aftn all the way as i rotted off..
evening was a "standard" LJS dinner followin by waiting for fireworks..
n alot of ppl askin me wat STUN i did..
so let me mention it here..
i went to watch fireworks..
thinkin its at 8pm..
but nope..
till 9plus still dun hav..
so jokingly i told my fren..
alright.. i call them tell dem u ok liao.. can start le..
den act act call..
aft tt i say 10 mins sure start..
n use hp to sat a countdown timer at 10min..
n EXACTLY 10 min later,
when my hp alarm goes off..
the fireworks start..
ok la..
a sec diff cuz they gt sum sort of "music" 1st..
go qi fen mah..
ya.. tt's the stun.. gt it nw??
is tis FATE?
i dunno..
i dun wanna assume..
but i assumed my analysis is rite..
cuz its analysis nt assumption..
den hw?? ask?? siao.. nvm..
4get it..

2007-08-15T08:24:00.000+08:00

updated my wishlist n links finally.. ><
since nw still free..
later studyin wit rmmate they all in club..
dunno gt who oso.. LOL
hahas.. hope the wishlists can disappear asap!!
n the links are remaked..
sum no longer exisit or they change nv tell me.. ><
well.. if urs is nt there,
drop me ur add on my tag board so i can link ur..
jim ar.. urs inactive liao ar??
lol..
either way,ur de are still rank top wor.. b proud.. lol

2007-08-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

ice skating on 1 aug.. =D

8 aug at RP lib..

11 aug.. new hair cut.. lol

em0b0i.. lols.. =DD

2007-08-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

finally a paper down!!
3 more to go..
3 more harder de!!
argh!!
jianliang jiayou!!!
hmm.. drop my hp 2 times today.. ><
sigh..
den ask shaowen's blog..
linked wit stomp de..
hmm..
jiayou too.. =DD
tml den update more.. hahas..
so tired..
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btw,
EMOBOI ID4.. lols..

2007-08-13T08:27:00.001+08:00

nw in sch.. going to chiong MCT le.
tml is the paper..
n i revise almost nthin till nw..
wish me luck..
i nid alot.. sigh..
den write abit abt the past few days ba..
(sat)
ok..i lost.. crazy taxi..
tt's cuz dunno y gt lag sia..
but aft tt at hm try is can win de..
hahas..
nvm..
den chit chat etc..
saw sum photos.. big head.. XDD
den played keyboard n guitar..
electric guitar sounds nice n soft..
but its heavy!!
hahas...
i wanna learn back right here waiting!!
=DDD
fri most prob!! wahahaha..
den long john..
aft tt is bball at 588..
lastly hm swt hm all worn out..
den gt a patch.. gt to slp early soon liao..
no more late nite dota for me i guess.. lol..
(sun)
mum woke me up 7.30am!!
lol.. had breakfast den go back slp..
aft tt wanna study de..
but mood waas totally destroyed..
so i went to slp..
aft tt hw to study.. sigh..
dun say le.. let me b alone bah..
at same time.. hate to b alone..
sigh..
aft tt ID wit ML..
ID4.. sigh..
so hard..
lets see who will complete all maps 1st bah..
i might b last sia..
nvm,. man man lai..

2007-08-10T22:03:00.001+08:00

y izzit when i sibei free den no1 will find me de..
den when gt, will tio flood till gota ps sum..
=.=
anyway, today gt to noe today 4pm actually gt Inter-cons meeting..
cuz i in planning comm..
but cant go ma..
go other stuff le ma..
den suddenly gt pl ask me movie la..
chat la.. so many..
dun wan go hm de..
sad n depress de..
bored till dunno do wat de.. lol
den in the end manage pool..
lost AGAIN!!! 3rd time le..
10 - 6...
omg la.. at start was 1-1 2-2 3-3 4-4 5-5 6-6..
lyk tt de lor..
starter lose.. lol.
aft tt came a senior n a junior.
den i lost 4 straight games..
sianz la..
lol.. hmm.. aft tt didnt acc the junior n senior for movie..
machiam i ps sia..
but cuz acc bro go hm aft he book out ma.. =(
overall, today was a enjoyable day again..
hope everyday can b lyk today sia..
although quite ex la..
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hopefully tml can go out play..

2007-08-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

NATIONAL DAY!!
happy bdae SINGAPORE!!
but i was left hm alone..
=(
hols i hm alone emo..
|0ne|y b0i..
sigh..
so sianz.. no watchin fireworks..
keepin staring at com n slp nia..
so sad life..
no life de..
hope tml gt chance go play pool nw..
jus nw acc bro go book in..
he drove ma..
hahas..
den dad beside him infront tell him wat to do at times..
mum behind naggin him dun so fast..
i there stone.. hahas..
nt bad sia...
wanna learn driving too..
faster 18!!!
den on way hm..
dad's turn to drive..
his avg speed is 20km/h faster den kor sia..
kor use 60 he 80..
bro max is 100.. he near 120... ><
den i wanted slp..
he ask me sit up look hw pl drive.. ><
hahas.. den nw reach hm finally..
hahas.. going slp soon..
so tired..

2007-08-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

human lives are nt very different from tt of a ship..
ships are built.. to ferry ppl.. carry goods transporting them etc..
built to face n withstand the great sea wit unknown force of desttuction..
when they sail out, they have to face the waves.. the storm..
even cyclones at times..
making them look dirty.. old.. seasoned..
wit scratches here n there..
paint droppin off sum where..
n thus the other appearance is nt so nice anymore..
but to the ppl it had ferried.. to the ppl whose goods it carry cross the huge ocean..
it had made a difference to them..
standing tru the toughest storm n nt giving up will show hw str the ship is..
rusty parts of dmg doesnt meant tt the ship aint as gd anymore..
it meant it had been tru alot.. it meant its able to stand strong against any ocean..
on the other hand. if a beautiful ship had been built..
n to keep it beautiful forever,
its been kept in the harbour..
supposingly to protect itself from hurt..
den it will nv noe if it's able to cross any sea.. nt to say ocean..
it'll remain beautiful.. but it failed to cre8 any impact on any1's heart..
comparing to humans..
we are born to face obstacles..
to go tru them n grow up wit every hurdles we crossed..
n nt to turn back whenever we see an obstacle..
nt to hide in our harbour to "protect" ourselves..
we wun grow up this way cuz we nv been tru anything..
hurt is inevitable but lookin by another angle..
we learned sumthing wit every hurt we receive..
to those we were nv hurt..
we'r stronger.. when a obstacle came unblockable,
we can survive..
jus lyk if a cyclone on the sea swept to the harbour..
the seasoned ships tt been tru many storms on the ocean will still survive..
but those "beautiful" ships tt nv crossed any seas will surely b destroyed..
move on from hurt.. brace urself n challenge the great "ocean" of life..

this post is specially delicated for myself n sum frens..
JaNet.. face everything strongly.. i'll sail alongside u if u nid..
prIs.. u can face the ocean de.. u r a str gal de..
JiaNLiaNg.. JiaYou ba.. nthin impossible.. a sportsman spirit nv allows giving up even til the last sec..
lets be strong n move on strongly, nt to be afraid hao ma??

2007-08-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

3 small pics i wanted to post ytd.. ><

my hp.. w/o the rubber cover.. so much nicer..

the item i mentioned.. ( officially attached to my hp )

thats hw it looks lyk nw.. attached tgt.. =D

2007-08-09T01:56:00.000+08:00

unable slp.. even at 2 .34am..
till mum make me off com..
still cant slp..
y m i so troubled??
y m i so affected??
y m i doing all this??
y did i said wat i said..
everything i tried.. i failed..
den still say those stuff..
wats going happen??
who can tell me..
even blasting music cant coll my head..
wat can i do nw??
regret is surely out of topic..
as a sportsman..
i will nt give up till the very last sec..
yup.. i musnt..
but will i able achieve it??
its nt about if i gt the ability nw..
is if i gt the chance..
so.. will i have the chance??
GOD.. sum1 tell me pls..
1 chance is all i nid.. jus 1..
pls..

2007-08-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

cont jus nw the post.. anyway,
if only SP oso gt accessible piano..
mayb 3 of us still can hav the play till tio chase times..
hahas.. if only..
yup.. hmm.. didnt hide.. i ran..
wrong exit.. i ASSUMED..
n i gt wrong..
anyway, tiring sia..
hahas..
den go slack in CWP..
wait venny.. n he cant recognise my back.. WTH..
frens so many yrs sia..
hw can lyk tt..
den nvm.. play arcade..
i LOST MARIO CART!!
to a person w/o using any items!!
same car oso my speed slower.. =(
nvm.. den Time Crisis 4..
i oso lose 1st.. =(
die so fast today.. lol..
aft tt went hm..
n i gt a new item.. so nice..
will post soon if i can.. =D
thnz fren..

2007-08-08T16:05:00.000+08:00

bloggin in RP nw..
found a com tt can access internet in RP's lib..
but mus use it standing..
alright.. lets see..
i was told tt "every1" blogged today..
so i oso must post..
hmm.. okok.. so who is every1??
hahas.. back to topic..
today woke up early sia..
lessons over le..
so met kian wee n went to queue donut factory..
reachin at 9 am, they haven even place the thingy to show the queue line..
hahas,, n we manage to see tt "1st" in queue came at 9.15am..
15 min aft us..
wahahah.. KIAN leong and KIAN wee rewrote or at least wrote today eariliest queueing time!!
lol.. den sit there.. den Yee liang came..
so study maths etc..
den cards and snacks..
lol.. machiam go play..
1st tine being 1st in queue there..
dun nid wait.. wan wat gt wat..
n got my donuts at ard 12.10..
wahaha.. double choc..
gt my bro share as he tonight book out.. hahas..
den aft tt came here to RP..
partly deliever donuts.. ><
den walk abt.. see their sch etc..
so diff frm SP la.. sum more air con walk ways..
sigh.. so gd..
but bball court very far n very little ppl..
hmm..nw rotting in lib.. going off soon..
b4 i run away to hide..
i wan say..
RP lib gt piano tt stud can use!! SP dun hav.. =(
tonight den cont.. gt to run n hide le..

2007-08-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

3 Aug (thurs)

supposingly had 2 meetings today..
meeting wit heyi at lunch hr..
but machiam nthin.. =.=
nvm nvm.. since sch ends early, play abit bball..
den realise my injuries DIDNT recover!
my left hand.. only as support when shooting,
yet it hurts the most..
my right elbow, everytime i release a shot,
can hear the bones cracking n pain will come in..
my right knee, wit the internal bleeding nt gone yet,
reducing my speed n agility n tt's further reduced by my frictionless slippers..
only my left leg seems ok..
but 1 is nt enuf to cover 3..
n my head seems so heavy..
sigh..
so sum1 tell me i NT GD BOI!!
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i nv play le leh..
use hp hands oso shaky..
sigh..

den aft tt went chit chat etc till next meeting at 5.30..
which start late at 5.45 lyk tt??
oh ya.. b4 tt..
went eat pizza hut wit a fren..
so we went to the counter..
we press the bell n look at the menu..
aft tt sum1 look at us den go back into kitchen..
so we TOT she assume we dunno wat we wan eat yet..
so aft decidin, we press bell again..
so she came out wit a pizza ordered by another man..
aft tt man get his pizza,
we order..
er.. 2 pizza set meal..
er...
(she cuts in)
theres no1 here.. i work kitchen de..
ur go eat KFC lah..
(we stun there)
wait wait.. ( she go back kitchen),
thinkin she go call sum1 , we wait there lo..
aft tt she came out wit a regular pan pizza n tell us faster go far far den eat..
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n its a BBQ chicken supreme pizza..
the 1 we wanted to try.. ><
hahas..
save over $10++..
sum more eat le very full..
2 person share regular size..
hahas..
den meeting..
1st MC meeting..
talk abt updates etc as usual.. so bored la..
den machiam dun nid buy furnitures liao..
all gt cons.. buy wat..
buy altar we pray everyday lo..
if catch fire, fire exit near near..
nvm nvm..
den sat nite gt BBQ.. nt sure if can go..
parents wan go malaysia..
JB in particular..
den aft tt break..
suppose to b MISS ANG wan de meeting..
but in actualy fact is MING YONG wan de..
to meet the IC PCs and the MCs..
so talk abt camp la.. club la.. etc..
quite sum phrase ming yong used..
explaining CADC most common phrase:
"towards learning, reasoning and voicing"
to us all..
n i gt to agree..
well, our welfare 0607 comm tee oso gt print tt phrase..
but sum1 spell wrongly, so become weird..
lol..
hmm..
den he mention :" Its nt ur rank or status, but wat u say.. reasons n NT excuse."
yup..
aft tt all probs mostly classify as COMMUNICATION probs..
den if lyk tt y dun communicate but when gt prob den blame communication?
it takes 2 hands to clap..
same for communication..
unless the person emo talk to himself..
or else sure nid sum else den can say is communiatin rite??
lol..
if u wan ppl to respect u, respect them too..
if u dun lyk sum1 style or person, show tt u r nt doing e same mistake..
n i COMFIRM a fact..
in meetings, dun say anything ppl will ask y u so quiet..
say too much everything u kena..
so.. for nthin, i became ming yong son..
successor of guitar destroyer??
aiya.. old one dun go new one dun come mah... ><
anyway, den next yr can change quarter master "comm"
to "human relation" "comm" liao la..
i be comm head.. ><
a.k.a prob solving comm..
unhappy who or dun lyk wat..
tell me lo..
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wan whack ppl must consult ming yong (he say de)..
think if fair enuf, he whack for us.. XDDD
hahas.. den blah blah blah.. last till 10.30 lyk tt sia..\
so long nv so late go hm..
hahas.. den had a "chat" wit Janet..
so cheer up ba mei..
hope to hear from u soon..
n michelle.. happy bdae..
sry due to test etc, unable prepare anything..
sry my morowa gal..
oh ya.. anyway wan volunteer do CSSC duties on 28th Aug??
5.30 - 9 pm.. nid 2 person to go..
is go do volunteer work.. tag my board if u wan k??
thanz alot..

2007-08-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

jianliang here to blog..
wasnt a very nice day today..
scoldin in mass lecture..
100++ ppl..
jus imagine it..
n lecturer dun believe me..
4get it le..
i came to realsie hw small a person is..
holding a position dun make him bigger..
its jus pull him down..
den for wat hold??
na de qi fang de sia..
yep.. tt's so wat i gonna do..
letting go is the best ba..
lyk i previously ( dunno hw long ago ) mentioned..
humans on earth r jus lyk sands on a beach..
one more or one less dun makes a difference..
nt a noticable one for sure..
however hard to struggle to b at the top,
it could jus meant u r the 1st to b step on..
it doesnt make sure the wave cant reach u..
sigh..
i wanna stop, let go of everything and start everything afresh.

2007-08-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

wake up in middle of nite shakin.. lols..
kik off my bloster tgt wit blanket..
so only gt jersey block air con.. lols..
hahas..
den wake up early early go sch..
realise all nv go lesson.. lol..
summore dun nid mark attendance le..
so only stay in class for 5 min.. lols..
before i enter.. the weather is windy n chilling..
when i leave, is heavy rain.. so cold la..
den go club slack slack..
aft tt go ice skate!!
been wanting to go for so long but didnt make it..
finally today.. =DDD
hahas.. too long nv skate le..
tie either too tight or too long..
lols.. cant skate smoothly..
frm start till end.. ending ok la.. smooth abit but still no feel yet..
wanna go again!!
who wan go!!??
hahas.. happy time there today.. skate skate fall fall..
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hurt abit here n there..
paiseh when fall a few times in total.. hahas..
but overall was enjoyable and fun althouhg a few injuries..
hahas..
before leavin,
we had a small challenge of tag..
sumore sort of catchin.. lols..
hahas..
but u too fast le la..
cant reach u..
dun say unlimited rounds use strategy,
5 rounds chiong (plus a cheat short cut there) oso cant catch up!!
dun say 4 rounds!!
hahas...
nvm.. next time go again..
one day i will catch up de.. ><
hahas...
anyway, so tired n pain all over..
but when i ALMOST reach hm..
heard sounds of bball..
den went bball court..
end up playin 3 rounds of bball before going hm totally worn out..
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bball is jus so beautiful.. =DDD
i LOVE bball.. wahahahas...
den nw slacking abit read abit.. den go slp le..
=DDD so tired la..
ppl ard me having r/s probs lately wor??
y ard me sia.. wat happening!!
3 pairs..
all gals.. machiam so cool.. ><
guys part..
1 KNN bastard wanna kill him..
1 struggling so sadly.. sigh.. gd luck ar..
1 simply TTZ.. tai tian zhen la boy.. dunno hw to wake u up..
except for 1. i sincerely wish the other 2 couples can b happily tgt..
ur had been couples i'm envious of ar..

2007-07-31T22:03:00.000+08:00

so many test.. interview of proj.. proj due dates.. assigment.. etc etc..
so tiring.. so busy..
been so VEXED.. so tired.. yet still gt to listen to nags at times..
i learn tt.. ppl when have views of their own,
will b to a certain extend insistent on their views..
this is jus human..
every1's lyk tt..
nt jus me n u but every1..
so long nv play carrom at club le..
so long nv go there le ba..
quite out of touch le..
cant even hit well..
nt to say win..
nvm..
sigh.. felt so weird there..
doesnt felt lyk a part there le..
felt lyk a stranger.. sigh...
guess sam they all are rite..
wats the "btm line" ppl r 4..
jus low rankings idiots..

2007-07-29T12:51:00.000+08:00

sum pics of FuCi ppl playin bball..
in brown is kelvin soh.. white is JunLiang..green is me.. n blue is my bro.. kelvin tan..

lookin up at the ring.. tt's a ususal sight.. dun belive look on..

both looking up..

stil lookin at the ring..

again!!

alright.. hahas..

will it go in?

yes for tis. lols..

den tis?

all army men except me sia.. so hard to knock em down..

another sispec def!

shooto..

lag la.. hahas..

lookin at e ring once again..

quick lay up..

JunLiang in possesion against kelvin..

3-point shot...

in?

one more..

JunLiang : i oso gt 3-point!!

no way!!!

one in..

one rejected.. sad me.. pic of the day..

look again??

random..

this is another 3-point shot.

pic of the day number 2..

3 point..

in?? out??

SISPEC guys all so hard.. must struggle in..

in le.. wahhaha..

look at ring AGAIN.. next time shld capture ring istead.. ><

picture of day number 3.. taken by me..

another nice pic..

admiring the ring again.

me too.. ><

drive in..

same here..

u noe wat i'll say.. hahas..

all same.. hahas.

ok, finally its done :)

next time will teach you how upload photos and resize them

remb to credit me :)

thanz for help in posting this.. mindy.. thanz you.

2007-07-28T19:43:00.000+08:00

jus had a new name..
Ken..
wan can call me tt..

2007-07-26T00:14:00.001+08:00

slp is really impt..
it clears our minds..
w/o sufficient slp..
so much happened..
1st the eyes.. den the temper..
jianLiang.. wats happening??
getting work up easily this few days..
sry to all those i had quarreled wit or who had receive words tt aint so nice frm me..
i'm sorry..
sry mum too..

2007-07-21T18:41:00.001+08:00

here to share the lame thing i did on msn.

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2007-07-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

so long nv post le..
sigh.. it jsu meant nthin interesting happens in my dull life..
sitting here in front of my laptop n rot this beautiful sat..
did a small lame thing on msn..
shall show it later..
well. going to save money frm tml on..
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hopefully dun belate even further le..
n hopefully all plans can go smootly..
hmm.. parents ard summore..
cant dota..
cant scan pics..
wat can i do??
playin bball tonight..
hope it wun rain ba..
alright since nthin to write..
write sum delications..
-LaMeRs
`Jim:
all the best for studies, esp the sem test tt's coming in jus 2 more weeks!! n happy daes ar..
`venny:
u noe wat i gonna say.. study hard tis 2 weeks bah.. u r a smart kid.. stay lame n cool. =D
`Longteng:
JC life must b tiring ba.. jiayou.. n of cuz.. ur A lvl.. all e best.. stay cheerful!!
~(overall) lets meet up more and if possible make it aft our sem test, b4 LT prelims.
-FuXi
`KelVin T:
woots.. army days.. dun everytime book out so tired look ar. getting fitter wor.. +u.
`JunLiang:
oso in SISPEC wor.. jiayou jiayou.. hmm.. u'l find ur her 1 beautiful dae.. XDD
`kelVin S:
army days of a MP wor.. tiring ba?? hear u voice over fone tis morn abit "shag".. all the best kays??
`paul :
Dun MIA so much ar.. i mean in FuXi.. our 1 v1 haven play.. n all e best for studies. sem test soon ar!!
`wei Hao:
faster find a job n GF!! lols.. n dun always lose hp le.. hard find u ar..
~(overall) hmm.. lets have the 1 v1 soon.. so can eat again!! =DD lets train hard tgt n stay united!
since so much abt my brothers le.. see sisters side bah..
-godsisters
`Merlyn:
Still tryin learn dota?? stop for time being.. focus on sem test n get over 3.5 for GPA!! stay happy n cheerful!!
`Janet:
dun so sad or stress or wat le kay?? SPtunes will b a breeze de.. gt me.. Jiayou ar.. n oso SEM test!! gd luck.. SMILES!!
`Xin yi:
ben ben.. during sem test dun ben ben ar.. study hard.. jiayou.. n learn to react faster.. ><>
`yunTING:
dun b so kiddy le.. be serious.. sem test dun play play.. study hard n smart! jiayou ar.. u can do it if u put ur heart into doing it.
~(overall) gals.. all in SP hor.. means all gt SEM test!! all must jiayou.. n stay cute! ><
tt's all for nw.. next post will mention more frens.. for those nt mentioned.
it dun mean ur r nt impt..

2007-07-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

sigh.. nthin going well..
sry if i cant get ur present rdy by ur bdae..
i tryin my best le..
i m no god or watever pro in anything..
i cant get stuff done jus by myself..
i really need those ppl out there..
plans are failing etc.. sigh..
i noe ppl might b getting irritated by my sms n stuff le..
sry to all those ppl..
i'm SORRY..
//jusauselessguy

2007-07-13T10:19:00.000+08:00

ytd was a super long day.. 8 am reach sch.. leave at 9pm..
lesson was 8-5..
trainin was 6-9..
so tiring..
lesson was so boring tru out..
n i was damn sleepy..
had been lyk tt for days sia..
hmm.. anyway, go transformer de movie..
den today come sch spread..
who wan can find me.. lol..
er.. back to ytd..
maths lesson was so dumb..
she keep sayin..
"this part read urself.. dun read oso can.."
=.=
den aft tt tutorial..
the teacher almost chase me out cuz she tot i other class de.. =.=
haha.. den training..
5 ppl 1 bball 1 court..
almost dunno wat to do..
but in the end, gave them a simple training..
but at the 8 figure layup,
over estimate myself n end up panting lyk hell..
i tot i could hang in.. but..
result is i dun hav such gd stamina anymore.. =((
sigh...
anyway, aft tt went hm n had had a chat wit a kouhai..
den i realise aft e talk hw irony humans are..
even me myself.. so dumb..
den nvm.. reach hm too tired so slp le..
so nw den blog..
nw for tis morn..
saw xin yi (yr1) at mrt station..
lols.. call her wun ans de leh..
n den she keep tellin her fren my name hard to rmb..
wth.. lols..
nvm..
next wed she havin a event from 1pm-6pm at SP FC1..
its a carnival rite??
so guys n gals..
go down support if ur r free..
i wonder when will i get e white wrist guard. =(