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Saturday, January 27, 2007

Based on a true story..
3 yrs ago.. 2005
There was this sec3 boy and a sec1 gal..
2 sha gua.
Studying in the same school..
They like each other but..
the gal concealed her feelings..
the guy said nothing..
the guy tot the gal had sum1 else in e heart..
wit a rumor spreadin str..
even acknowledge by e gal..
the gal thought, the guy and her best friend are
together, so in order not to jeopardize the friendship between her friend and the guy,
so she lied liking sum1 else..
they sms-ed almost everyday..
during lesson and recess even home and in cca..
chatted at times.. on phone at night..
talking bout studies to gossip to even craps
n while so much conversations r going on,
there's still email send daily..
it seems extra and pits.
yet it still goes on..
till it changes in the next yr..
email cutted off sharply..
bcuz of one msn chat one day..
replacing the email for tt day
ending the email that had been there for so long..
blank msn windows on the screen.
lookin n waiting..
but one didn’t noe e other oso waiting..
the guy:
every morn play bball wit ppl who actually dun really noe hw to play..
cause he noes she’s lookin..
noes she will at least walk by..
sum times stopping to play too..
to see her walk by oso happy..
end up sweatin even b4 lessons. =.=everyday aft school the guy will sneak out from his clique..
to go up to the lib.. to use the laptop..
to..?? checked and also to reply email..
email from the girl..
secretly peek at the laptop loaning logs..
to see if the gal had been there..
and at chance the gal is still at e lib..
yet face to face, nothing much is said..
because too much is said on phone n online??
No one know the actual reason.
sms to ask if she had been to the lib "today"..
if she jus left.
when he already knew from the log book..
yet he send those stupid sms..
said those rubbish..
walking behind the gal on the way out of school..
yet never had the courage to walk up to her or call out to her..
walk past band room to see e gal..
yet acted like as though there was nothing
wan ask her out yet never manage to find the guts..
till finally a chance alone.. yet still didn’t say out anything!!
sitting at mac jus listenin to discman..
assuming what he heard as truth..
cuz aft all it all seem so true..
lyk e verse in “tongnain” goes..
“ge pi ban de na ge nui hai zhem me hai mei jing guo wo de chuang qian”..
Lookin out to the corridor wonderin if she will walk past to go to the toilet..
when actually theres oso toilet at junior block..
but the best fren usually ard..
so tot nthin much.. jus lookin out..
classmates knew buthe manage stop them from spreading..
abit.. rite or wrong no1 noes..
days passed.. months passed.. a yr went by..
he promoted to sec 4..
made to have self study periods every single day aft school..
made no more trip to lib..
hp lost n the sms stopped..
his clique n her clique had some minor probs..
contact dropped.. email stopped..
moved on aft o lvl..
the gal:
trying her best to go to the library every single day to use the com
as an excuse but was rather there to catch a glimpse of him
was waiting for him to talk to her, smile at her or even to just look at her
then, finally, they managed to talk to each other with the help of mutual friends
the girl thought that the guy and her best friend were together, so she kept things to herself
her clique would always ask the guy who he likes, and that if he like her best friend,
her heart was in turmoil, she wanted the guy to admit that he likes her but on the other hand,
she was afraid of losing her friendship with her best friend. .
she played basketball for him but yet he never knew.
The guy never voiced out who he liked, but due to girls’ instincts, she was able to tell that the guy was fond for her and she knew clearly that she was in love with him.
so each day was like a nightmare to her.
Pretending the on outside that there’s nothing wrong but late at night, she cries herself to sleep.
Each time, telling herself to forget him, there’s no future waiting for him.
Slowly, as the year end and proceeded, the guy had his own clique of friends and another set of close girl friends, her clique and her, slowly lost contact with him totally,
They used to write emails, and msn and sms and chatting on the phone.
All this suddenly, came to a stale stand. Each day, the girl would make an effort
To go online, to see him online, clicking his conversation box, staring at his display picture,
Waiting for him to chat with her again, like it was before. Yet, it never happened anymore.
All was lost.
But, she could not tell anyone, not even her best friends. She only can “suffer” silently.
Then, she would stand at the junior block outside her classroom, to see him from a distant,
Talking happily to other girls, while tears started to flow out.
“ WHAT WENT WRONG?” she would ask herself, “was our friendship that weak?”
she never mustered up the courage to admit her feelings for him.
Then, the guy had to sit for his Os and finally he graduated. He left without a word.
Little, did he know that, the day of his graduation, the girl dreamt that
The guy was in a suit, the girl was in a bridal dress, walking down the aisle,
happily. The girl woke up from her sleep and started to cry thinking that there
will never be such a day anymore. And that was when, she finally understood to let go.
abt 2 yrs later.
late 2006..
the guy for sum unknown reason went back to the old sch..
n saw her.. walk past..
n finally.. he called out to her..
n had a chat at e same old study area..
played the piano at e hall..
no more spammed sms..
no more email..
but they manage go out..
but he didnt send her hm!!
stupid guy.. cuz he almost wasted it..
e next day went back intentionally..
n manage send the gal hm..
den aft 3 yrs from they know each other.. they gt tgt..
morale of the story..
fate is something u can nv predict..
something unexplainable, irregular and beyond control..
chances are rare..
cherish the one before u..
dun wait till its gone..
say wat u wan others to noe..
n nv ASSUME..
if u get a 2nd chance,
GRAB IT!!
memories r sweet..
but the present can b more beautiful..

Overdue: 2 years 8 months.
Fine: Cherish the other party

thE gamE
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