Tuesday, October 30, 2007
today is tues.. LONGTENG bdae!!!
leaving me the only 17th in LaMeRs..
happy bdae bro!!!
smilez..
today rotted in SP..sun plaza.. =.=
heng gt my laptop acc me..
den venny jim soonwei arrived at 3 plus..
suppose to b 2.30 lor..
=.=
always lyk tt..
den went to find BIRDY..
so had sum chats n gave him the presents..
wat we went to buy on sat at bugis..
the bag n cap..
hahas..
well..
made him wear tt 2 items to show us.. XDD
den went eat n talk abt ALOT thingy!!
so fun times..
but time went fast n soon he gt to go hm..
tml A lvl le..
ALL THE BEST!!
den aft tt i told myself today..
den joke of the day:
W told J & V tt L told W tt i was her BF..
or once her BF..
i dunno..
jus so dumb..
did i knock my head n lost memory of tt part of my life...
dashdotdash. hahas..
i must change le.. to b the original myself.. in front of EVERY1.. yes.. including u..LOVE ME..sum1.
thE gamE
------ 10/30/2007 07:45:00 PM ------
Monday, October 29, 2007
cont from morning post..
well today had lunch at woodlands..
den meet venny to go sch tgt..
see him in his new bag..
hahas..
den aft tt reach sch rot rot rot..
briefin is dumb n boring..
aft tt went FC4 to be bullied..
but at least i make ppl laugh lor..
so suan le..
den go hm wit venny..
see him sort of change his bag abit..
hahas..
den dinner at woodlands wit jim n venny..
almost hav to have it alone.. ><
den dunno y my internet always at nite lag..
sigh..
i m not happy!!
thE gamE
------ 10/29/2007 11:32:00 PM ------
monday blues??
wear purple still blue sia..
sadded mon..
morn started off wit a rain..
n here i m cold n tired.. hungry n sad..
y are all this always tgt de sia..
=.=
well well..
sum times effort dunno really gt use anot..
jus lyk i buff my videos b4 i left hm..
den when i wan watch..
due to connections thingy etc..
unforeseen situation..
1st part effort down the drain..
due to carelessness etc, own prob..
more effort down the drain..
sianz half + sianz half = totally sianz out...
close everything..
all effort down the drain..
lifes jus so dumb..
do do do.. end up.. get nthin..
for wat? dunno..
sigh...
47 more days to 18th.
den can get my self drunk w/o going police station..
faster come..
but den sw n lt going into army on tt day too..
=(
arhhhh dun think le.. write till here le..
last 2 day dint blog cuz i cant..
nt dun wan..
so.. can say tt time den i say bah..
thE gamE
------ 10/29/2007 10:35:00 AM ------
Saturday, October 27, 2007
early sat morn n its raining VERY heavily..
sad case sia..
so sianz..
anyway, tis is for ytd. fri.. 26 oct..
went sch as usual..
den had lab den tut..
aft tt a intercons meeting tt's so messy..
in the OC dunno the rest still call OC..
wth.. den nvm lo..
aft tt watch capt ball match at stadium..
hard fight..
but ur did ur best le..
jiayou lor..
tt's my super boring fri..
thE gamE
------ 10/27/2007 07:37:00 AM ------
Thursday, October 25, 2007
here at last..
today is thurs!!
since start sch in SP, nv like thurs..
always 8-5..
this sem abit better..
8-3..
but still sianz..
3 mass lecture..
den super sianz.
no prog aft sch..
so initially wanted go hm aft passing pinkger her persent..
den aft tt heard xinyi in lib doing proposal thingy till vex..
so went over..
see tt ger wear sleeveless in lib..
so gave her my jacket..
den aft tt went dinner wit a fren..
den if jim see he sure shout..
"hamster eat grass!!!"
ok.. i explain..
today went eat chicken noodle with a fren..
den she dunno i dun really eat vege..
so b4 i could tell her or wat,
i see vege fly into my plate..
so eat lo..
means i ate 2 share of vege.. ><
hahas.. jim going force me eat vege le!!! faster run!!!
thE gamE
------ 10/25/2007 09:54:00 PM ------
jus a short post..
cuz i very unhappy..
dun reply my sms.. dun ans my call.. dun reply tags..
walk past oso dun bother say hi..
wat u wan exactly..
ur words nt = to wat u doin..
yeah blog up may b increase dmg..
but den nt i dealing here only..
i receiving dmg too kay..
i'm nt angry.. jus DISAPPOINTED and SAD..
i think you noe its you..
thE gamE
------ 10/25/2007 10:38:00 AM ------
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
wed.. sianzational wed..
sigh..
initially gt plans..
but all spoilt n gone le..
so rot bah jianliang!!
no choice..
sit here rot rot rot..
sigh..
well..
interons coming up le.
shld b playin bball only..
capt ball dun nid me de bah.
so lyk tt lor..
either way bth team jiayou bah..
hope ppl can come down support CADC..
if nt look for fun..
as to support me.. dun nid le bah..
send out a few sms.. n i receive back less then half..
CADC matches are as below.
wan come see den come bah..
vs SMIT, 31 oct (wed) , 5pm to 6.15pm
vs CLS, 2 nov (fri) , 8.15pm to 9.30pm
vs EEE, 23 nov (fri) , 8.15pm to 9.30pm
vs SMA, 26 nov (mon) , 5.30pm to 6.45pm
vs MM, 28 nov (wed) , 7.15pm to 8.30pm
建良是没人疼爱的小孩.
独自一人走在孤单的街上.
没人在乎,没人察觉.
没有你的日子并不好过.
我不想就这样放弃,
不想被时间打败.
我虽非强者, 但我绝非弱者.
thE gamE
------ 10/24/2007 01:26:00 PM ------
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
today is tue.. super sianz day..
8-5 lesson..
y did i even take maths n puzzle in the 1st place..
to face kids tryin to prove his own teammate wrong when he cant even understand simple eng..
n den kena burdened down..
sigh..
total bad start..
things manage to get better..
maths lect was total sianz n COLD..
so cold my jacket dun seem to b of much help..
sigh.. den lunch was at FC1..
saw xinyi, fanny, michelle, KAI TIAN, xiumei and xinyi's quite a number of classmate..
actualy michelle saw me when i saw her..
hahas.. nt bad hor..
den ur thinkin y kaitian name so big bah..
cuz today i saw a diff her!!
nt tt i noe her very well..
but sum1 dye red hair wor..
so much nicer..
opps..
hahas..
den aft tt is RWP.. lame abit den end le..
lastly is EMD pract..
dun really understand...
well.. had dinner at LJS..
yet again.. lols..
den at GV.. gt a siao kia..
suddenly say omg..
den say harlow to me n look at me..
stun me 1sec plus..
super dumb..
i dun think i even noe him..
den nvm...
watched a movie as last event of the day..
My DNA say i love u..
quite nice.. abit lame.. or rather super lame.. hahas...
had abit laughter n sum tears..
other den ppl i noe. only 8 other ppl..
or shld i say 4 pair..
4 guy 4 gal side by side each other..
so swt..
so.. envious..
all the head on shoulders while mine is empty..
sigh.. i dun even noe wat i sayin le..
so i guess its time go rest le..
tml still gt a long long battle..
thE gamE
------ 10/23/2007 10:03:00 PM ------
Monday, October 22, 2007
crush --> like --> love
this is the process...
able to have many crush... lesser like n only one love...
crush can be gone w/o effort
like can be gone with effort
love can nv be gone no matter how much effort u put in...cz there will have a large impact on u...can let go n overcome...but nv able to forget...it will alway be there! fixed!
may have more den one love...but each time in ur heart there can only be a love at a time...love may change but nv forget..
don be sad cz is gone...be happy cz it once happen...
is all in ur memories~~
they may be gone..but will alway be in ur memories...u once have them..nth last forever...
gd things alway come to an end...treasure it before it end...
love someone is jz wish for tat person to be happy...will do everything at ur own expense for the someone to be happy...the smile on their face worth more den anything else...the smile on their face will led to a smile on ur face no matter wad...love-ing someone is not abt being wif tat someone 24/7 but to keep tat someone in ur heart n mind 24/7...love-ing someone is to be there for th someone when they need-ed u no matter wad...
love is a complicated things tat words r unable to explain...use ur heart to see...ur feel to sense... ur action to prove...XD
emo-ing mango
the pink pink words are quoted from pink ger on 22 oct frm her 11 sept post.as u can see.. emo mango..
once i had a chat wit jim..
last time..
n we had similar views jus lyk pink ger..
but we didnt pen it down..
so nw borrow pink ger's post..
well.. her crush is fondness of mine..
as in her the meanings..
hw true tt humans can get alot diff feelings from every diff ppl ard him..
n I AM VERY SURE NON IS LOVE..
the reason is love aint cre8ed jus on sight..
its sumthing built over time..
n b4 tt stage, there is a stage call "like"
as mention b4.. longteng told me love is a sweet experience..
n i think tt can b seconded by pink ger de "don be sad cz is gone...be happy cz it once happen...
is all in ur memories~~"
hw true rite??
askin ard so many ppl b4 wat is love..
all gt diff yet similar ans..
hahas..
so let me use pink ger's phrases:
"love is a complicated things tat words r unable to explain...use ur heart to see...ur feel to sense... ur action to prove.."
"love is....a uncontrol-able feelings..."
tt's her words.. which can second my " love nids no reason.. cuz loving wit a reason aint love"
e talk wot longteng..
my most recent thinkins abt love:
"infatuation is a situtaion where u miss tt person when u are alone n when wit others u wun..
real liking, even wit a hugh crowd outing, still will miss her.."
similar word i found from pink ger is:
"love-ing someone is not abt being wif tat someone 24/7 but to keep tat someone in ur heart n mind 24/7...love-ing someone is to be there for th someone when they need-ed u no matter wad..."
den..
longteng's "i'm content being able to see the person i like being happy and healthy"
pink ger's "love someone is jz wish for tat person to be happy...will do everything at ur own expense for the someone to be happy...the smile on their face worth more den anything else...the smile on their face will led to a smile on ur face no matter wad..."
mine de " even if u can only see her n jus sit there look at her,
its enuf.. jus lookin her do other stuff even if shes nt talkin to u..
u'll realise u'll still smile.."
this 3 words tells me.. dun nid too zai yi le.. jing li jui hao..
JiaNLiaNg tired le!! time to rest.. so.. blog till here for nw bah..
lastly.. thanz to LoNgteNg n piNkgeR.. no ur = no this post le.. thanz..
thE gamE
------ 10/22/2007 09:10:00 PM ------
monday BLUE!!!
hahas.. today S&I lesson cancel..
so resutin in a 4HOUR BREAK..
sounds cool huh..
NO..cant go hm..
cuz 3 pm gt a maths online quiz..
=((
so well..
bo bian..
hahas..
this morn met pink ger at dover..
say hi n say bye only.. wahahaha..
touched bah.. =p
den boring lesson..
aft tt the 4hr break!!
aft much talkin, we went to vivo..
6 of us den CM met us there..
had an EXPENSIVE lunch den watch whisper..
lols.. devil show.. i think its jus 6stars out of 10..
nt very scary.. wanted sLp at times.. =.=
aft tt went back sch for tt maths lo..
get 9/17 nia.. lousy me..
so nvm..
aft tt went ate ajisen b4 doing my tml thingy..
so much to do..
n bro not in SG le..
he go taiwan army training le..
so his bdae gt to spend outside SG..
so nice rite..
but will be w/o us la..
talkin abt BDAE,
alot to say sia..
LONGTENG gonna b taken away by government on MY 18TH BDAE..
wth is tis man.. wat is this!!!
kelvin soh bdae oso bcuz of A**Y we cant celebrate.. grrrrr...
ROAR!!!!!
=((((
den i realise today my fav jeans sort of dmg badly le..
sigh..
alot of thingy i wanna buy sia..
but NO MONEY!!!
either new yr or bdae bah..
sigh..
anyway, as promised.. my bdae wishes from most wanted till least wanted:
- all my LaMeRs, FuXi(s), mei(s) to b wit me
- her to be with me
- a simple bdae cake combo~ed wit a simple bdae song
- any small surprises or well wish from all my frens
- black/dark blue jeans
- shirts
- tees
- sling bag
- belt
- bball
- full suspension bike
- a M2 memory card
- wallet
thE gamE
------ 10/22/2007 08:16:00 PM ------
Saturday, October 20, 2007
this few days are jus NOT my days..
always have to b sad in the nite..
destroyed totally every nite..
wtf is tis life.. i dun wanna struggle down here alone..
sigh.. can i run away or go die?
thE gamE
------ 10/20/2007 09:22:00 PM ------
well well well..
sort of warm sat..
stay hm nthin to do..
mummy udn let me go out..
wat to do wat to do..
msn msn msn lo..
><
lunch oso ownself eat..
sigh.. so bored..
recently quite a number of ppl talked to me..
as is talk serious matters..
all same topic actually..
matters of the heart..
me myself aint any pro..
but helpless guy at times wor..
anyway, guys n gals..
all take care ar..
relationships aint easy..
brace urself if u wanna venture into it..
there will b sweet times.. sour times.. bitter times..
there will b hurt.. tears.. jealous.. angryness.
there will n laughter.. smilez.. surprises..
if u think all add tgt is still positve, go for it..
if u think the middle part nt worth,
den 4get it..
jus so simple..
anyway, rotted whole aftn alone at hm..
i hate to b ALONE.. =(
nw finally parents n bro is back..
but no big diff..
=(
wish next week de weekend can get out..
thE gamE
------ 10/20/2007 05:24:00 PM ------
Friday, October 19, 2007
wahahaha..
travelin day today... ><
north(hm) to west to east to north to west to north(hm)..
lols..
spend lyk er.. 4hr plus on MRT today!!
record sia..compared to last time Flag day run whole Sg oos dun hav so much..
hahas..well..
sch ended at 11..den aft tt sum hoops shooting wit yeeliang n chong meng..
hahas.. dun play play ar..the sunshine empire wei hao workin in hor,
chong meng is a manager there!!
n hes lyk jus 17 going 18 soon..lols..
pro pro..aft shooting abit, dun wan sweat too much so went clyb carrom 1 game..
realise whole world waiting for me so win le oso dun play le..
lols..ok la.. nt whole world.. jus alot ppl..
so went FC 5 for KFC lunch with club ppl..
xinyi surprisingly came to eat wit us..
n i realise her classmates, including fanny,michelle, kai tian and 2 more were oso at FC 5..
lols.. the 2 others i dunno them..
lols.. i nt tt pro..but think gt see b4..
anyway, den half way,
eva fren walk past n call her..
aft tt, eva came back n told me he fren say the guy in white,
which is ME is VERY GOOD LOOKIN!!
omg.. izznt tt sweet..
u gt taste man..
XDDD
hahas.. so happy gt ppl praise me wor..
den aft tt eva praise me cute.. hahas..
i tot she jokin but she insist its true..
well aft lunch, went to changi airport..
tt's the east part..journey to east was boring..
slept on MRT with my Hp inputting music to my ears..
aft tt reach le.. go buy wat i wan..was at T2 ma..
den the shop say USED TO SELL BUT NOT ANYMORE!!!
morale low sia..
when i ask where else gt the cashier say sld b cant find le..
too easy melt!!
=(
den super low at tt time..
but i nv gave up..
so i went to T1..
finally i found it..
really is huang tian bu fu ku xin ren.. 皇天不负苦心人..
hahas..so go back to north..
well its my lappy turn to acc me cuz hp batt left less den half le..
so here i m typin part of the post 1st..
=DDD
later going back sch for capt ball training..
my leg finally recovered!!
but can only perform till ard 60-70% standard as jus recovered!!
hahas...more details den update again..
cuz i nw still on MRT.. =p
here to update n complete the post..
in club nw.. sigh..tot today was a happy day..
who noes ends lyk hell..
came back all the way for capt ball trainin..
but i see them playin..more den trainin..
ya i noe.. i nt a capt ball pro too..
watever i say listen for wat ma..
wat else can i do..since i'm nt required..
stay for wat leh..stone there 30++ min gt who notice..
when i spoke.. who replied??
n wat replied did i get??
they nid to train.. let them play..
i dunnid lo..
if i play den SOLO capt ball lo..jus cannot take ball run.. cannot dribble ma..FLY to score lo..
who cares abt me..frm all sweaty till totaly cool downed..
all i get was a look of "ok lo".. den ppl went back to playin..
I M NOT SUM1 TT NOBLE TO ALWAYS BE THE UNSUNG HERO..
nv noticed.. nv cared for.. jus forkin out silently..
even STUN ppl.. made me feel uncared..
for wat i stay here in CADC..
nt the 1st time i felt tis le..
since i'm not even a rmbed person here..
i admit tru CADC i made SUM frens..n gd frens..
BUT still.. too much for me to b sad abt le..
been tru a FO camp..mayb to sum i was NOT a gd QM..
to sum i was gd enuf.. at least gd enuf..
in camp, they will say camp chief n vice camp chief oso no grps..not noticed..
but its jus sayin..still gt games etc to let campers b rmbed..
but wat abt QM??except campers i tried interacting on day1 n kena scoled..
which other camper rmb me as a QM?
not to say a guitarist tt appeared everyday..
so QM dun nid noe yrs 1.. den nvm lo..
even wan carrom oso will tio out cast by yrs 1..
nt dun have b4..
can b ignored etc..who cares..
here in capt ball team..
was i even rmb??
was i even noticed while ur have ur fun on the court??
was wat i said even given a definate reply??
NO..
i repeat..
i not so noble to always b a unsung hero forkin out unnoticed..
and still hav the str to carry on..
I AM NOT..
i rather leave..
the capt ball team..
this place call CADC..
tried n failed.. this is my limit..
this is hw much i m to CADC n its ppl..
this is hw close i can tried to be..
talked to a fren jus nw n cried with her..
JiaNLiaNg is sososososo tired..
hao lei hao lei..
who can lend me ur shoulders..
sigh..
totally no mood..
not tt i lyk to b emo..nt tt i love to cry..
but i cant take it le..
sigh..
post n off to hm i m le..
bye all..
n "gd" bye to CADC..
thE gamE
------ 10/19/2007 09:19:00 PM ------
friday again le..
ppl always say TGIF..
Thanz Goodness Its Friday..
the end of work/sch etc of the week for most..
but is friday always tt gd??
i hope so den..
last nite wasnt very well for me..
gt 2 ppl say gt things wan tell me den i think i suppose to give comments or views..
so i waitin hear story lo..
from jasline and xinyi..
so ytd was online.. but bth nt hm.. =.=
aft tt msn till 10plus den sLp le..
wasnt in a gd mood so didnt dota too.. sigh..
liying told me to cry till wun cry anymore den will feel better..
so as usual, blasted songs.. till i didnt hear my hse fone rings.. ><
nw in 1st lesson le..
practical.. so sianz..
dunno wat will happen later..
就算我愿意,就算我想,没有你给的机会,我也不可能做到.
thE gamE
------ 10/19/2007 08:21:00 AM ------
Thursday, October 18, 2007
i m curently lookin for a NEW BLOGSKIN!!
all tt are free pls help k??
thanz thanz.. at most i give rewards to the chosen 1!!
er.. can help me look out for related to following de:
- BASKETBALL
- aNgeL
- speed (abit hard)
- fLaMes
- sKy
thanz alot alot.. =DDD
cont nw for today topic!!
today was lecture day..
forever is boring thurs schooling..
3 lectures in a day..
lols..
den super bored..
was falling asLp in the 3rd..
so bored till nthin can b said further..
ok la.. morn charge hp..
aft tt eat donut..
break time go shoot hoops in SP indoor court..
den 3rd lesson is wan sLp tt 1..
tt lectural find me no happy wor..
mid way i waiting see if gt break he dun give..
i lie down on the "table" nia he say 15 min break.. =.=
hahas..
aft sch is went to a talk which i didnt listen much..
lols.. go there do online quiz nia..
XDDD
aft which plaster my right elbow..
the skin drop off due to tt time de fall in the friendly den abit thingy touch den pain.. =(
n sry janet i didnt go today de training cuz i cant run..
aftn tt time shoot hoops nia pain till i can only shoot without moving..
intercons capt ball fixtures out le.. send u when i get it..
sry again..
n every1 jiayou!!!
hope my leg can recover by den..
lastly, my 18th bdae in jus abt 58 days le!!
hope tis yr can b alot better den those previous 9 10 yrs..
=(
alot small wish not fulfilled all tis yr..
will it come true tis yr??
i wish i wish..
thE gamE
------ 10/18/2007 07:42:00 PM ------
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
time to blog b4 sleeping later..
today was wed.. a boring wed..
gt EEE 50th anniversary and inter-sch debate FinaLs..
wanted go EEE celebrations but whole class dun go i oso cant do anything..
was confident in 3 out of 4 of the games..
capt ball.. carrom.. su-du-ku.. jus nt darts..
but all is pair n team..
i alone oso cant do anything..
all walk over lo..
so went to debate..
saw fanny there..
wasnt much of audience n was told ( by my juniors.. lols.. )
to occupy front row 1st..
so sat beside her lo..
aft tt my hp ring jus aft the debate start..
super PS..
i tot batt flat den auto off le sia..
den nvm..
listen to the nt so interesting debate session..
n bluetooth msg abit..
aft tt is listen to racist jokes n sexist jokes..
ZK they all sayin de..
i jus listen.. lols..
den aft tt is reception..
had alot of the cream puff n choc enclair ..
XDDD
i took ALOT.. but i fed ALOT ppl too.. ><
aft tt is hm swt hm on Mrt wit regina and yokekuan..
hahas.. talk abit on mrt den nw hm le.. =D
thE gamE
------ 10/17/2007 09:19:00 PM ------
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
here to update!!
orangey tues!!!
y ar.. cuz i wear orange lo..
well.. lets see..
today gems was easy..
cuz i smart!!! =DDD
den ask ppl breakfast all dun wan..
sadded la..
so ate biscuits lo..
aft tt abit late for maths..
n today made a promise..
i wun skip class le..
well.. no more late nite dota or maple anymore too..
moving towards 2 of my goal nw..
JiaNLiaNg jiayou..
den today very slack..
aft tt is dinner at CWP..
den hm swt hm!!!
alot to say but suddenly cant say..
no matter wat..
cherish wat u gt in front of u nw frens.
dun regret too much can le...
tml dunno wat will happen..
EEE celebrations class nt seem to b going too..
sigh.. see hw bah..
i'm a confused b0i..
will u tell me wat to do?
thE gamE
------ 10/16/2007 10:07:00 PM ------
Monday, October 15, 2007
woots.. today seem lyk a black day of monday blues..
alot of black n blue shirts today..
walkin to 1st lesson saw same corridor gt 3 other guys in black..
same as me n i noe all of them!!!
they dunno each other la..
den went 1st lesson..
boring lesson..
did nthin much..
presenting only on next week.. for me la..
so slack..
2nd lesson even sianz..
started to pour..
gettin heavier n heavier..
n i tot abt alot of stuff so send out a few sms..
well.. waiting for the rain to clear is sure hard man..
but no choice la..
emo emo emo lo.
den 11 am we went to commonwealth..
for LJS lunch..
almost all ate combo2 except 2 who ate combo 1..
lols.. ps..
say all combo 2 de lo..
=.=
anyway, aft lunch still early..
so we went to seng siong to shop!!!
omg.. 7 guys lyk aunty lyk tt..
XDDD
buy ALOT tibits sweets etc go next lesson..
n machiam picnic inside LT..
lols.. aft tt i miss maths lesson..
no mood bah..
n went hm wit venny ard 5 lyk tt..
den went to YCK for dinner wit frens..
2 frens.. had dinner at AMK n ice cream aft tt..
so long no had ice cream.. esp those road side de!!
so yummy n nice.. =DDD
well.. i realise sumthing..
tolerate is nt forever hard.. sumtimes its swt.
i felt it today.. =D
thE gamE
------ 10/15/2007 10:26:00 PM ------
Sunday, October 14, 2007
here to blog since a gt the feel to do tt..
suddenly think tt my blog very easily accessible to all le..
so many ppl came..
those who noe me n even those who dunno me sia..
well..
tot today will b a boring sun where i can only stay hm..
bro went out..
parents went uncle office den grandma hse n i dun feel lyk going wit them ma..
so stay hm..
only can msn..
till aft tt..
went sun plaza walk walk..
n arcade abit..
well didnt play much today..
summore e machine i using is spoilt. =(
den aft tt walk walk summore b4 going hm as rain stop le..
b4 tt went to the rooftop garden above the multi storey carpark..
den went playground to talk cock sing song..
swt..
=DDD
so long nv slack at playground..
lookin up to the beautiful sky..
so relaxing..
n den although keep hearin the sound of thunder,
no rain came!!!
woots.. lucky!!!
hahas..
den nw hm slack aft dinner..
bro booking in later..
but today..
nv get to dine as a family for dinner..
tio con yet again.. =(
thE gamE
------ 10/14/2007 07:25:00 PM ------
Saturday, October 13, 2007
time to blog b4 i go off to sLp!!!
well b4 i mention anything..
ppl who dun lyk me can dun nid read on..
jus exit this page..
thanz you..
n hor i believe every1 gt a name..
no1 is called passerby unless their so funny la..
alright.. heck care tt 1st..
talk abt today..
was a PH..
shld had been at hm sleeping..
but my dear god sister xinyi dragged me to SP NPCC event..
a "amazing race" type of event..
michelle was in the PC team too..
so aft all she was my morowa too de..
so go lo..
drag my lazy feet early in morn go sch sia..
hahas.. den go there see..
its done by nigel..
tt guy i tt time see in yunTING class??
shld b him bah..
lols...
den play abit lame ice breaking games..
b4 the "race" begin la.. lols..
aft tt den start the amazing race..
only gt 2 teams..
lols..
me is with junwei n xinyi n her classmate fanny..
quite a cold day..
nt jus bcuz of the rain but oso of the lame jokes we mentioned today..
overall was fun yet tiring...
although we came in 2nd..
1st runner up..
between only 2 teams..
but had alot of fun today..
the caterpilla walk tt's full of laughter..
n oso gt stations we clear easily..
lyk de sudoku.. and the item findin at the durian.. XD
well.. the MPH finding was nt tt easy though..
n the ice kachang n sentence passing had thier degree of challenge too..
XDDD
the rest of time walkin oos tiring but memorable..
talkin lame stuff..
jay running etc.. XDDD
well.. tt's abt all for today la!!
=DDD
aft maths is talkin cock session at super dog..
well i dunno them well much ma..
so say very little.. ><
den lame most of the time..
guess tt's my best way of interacting..
but at least can make ppl laugh.. lols..
lastly went kallang meet parents b4 finally had dinner with them at 9plus..
=.=
ate ba ku teh..
at geylang..
those areas can consider red light district bah..
see all those ppl standing there etc etc etc..
think dun nid me say much..
fan wei sia.. =.=
hahas.. so tired..
go sLp le..
wondering if tml able go out anot..
thE gamE
------ 10/13/2007 11:27:00 PM ------
Friday, October 12, 2007
this post is for sum gal(s) out there..
1stly.. i wanna say..
DUN ASSUME ANYTHING FROM THIS POST..
whoever u can be..
DUN.. if nt i cant help too le..
2ndly is wat i wanna say..
i can only say,
to ppl who dunno me or tt ppl who dun lyk me or sum dunno hw think de ppl,
i m a weird weird guy..
nt nv hear ppl say me flirt la..
flickle minded la...
or watever..
i DUN WANNA CARE abt those comments..
but i can only say..
when i put my heart into sumthing,
i'll give it my 100% n i promise nthin but 100%..
jus lyk i gave my heart to LaMeRs..
for them i can do anything..
jus lyk i truely love bball,
no matter wat injury i get...
i nv stop playin bball..
no matter hw much dmg i receive..
i'll get back to the court once i can..
n in any relationship..
frenships..
i trust u...
cuz i label u as a fren..
if nt i wun call u a fren..
n if 1 day u make me lose trust in u..
its hard to get back..
n in stuff lyk relationships..
hw ever flirt i look lyk to others,
if ever i'm in a relationship,
i can promise i will take note of my behaviour towards etc..
n to me she shall e one n only one..
to sum1 out there..
i dunno wat u are thinkin..
i dunno if u noe or even me myself noe wats love..
n if we had used it properly..
but past is past le bah..
i noe last nite wasnt a gd chat..
but i tried le..
i'm sry tt mayb i hurt u..
but if u think back..
its nt i wan de too..
i was hurt 1st..
den wat u expect of me??
i m not god..
u choose to left..
n u let me see weird weird situation..
nw aft so long..
wat u wan me to do..
i can only say..
nw i only have a gal in my heart..
n only her..
jus wanna love her..
so sry..
i noe u still reading my blog..
but i guess..
u shld move on n b happy..
lyk tt is better for bth of us..
DISCLAIMER :
pls DO NOT ASSUME ANYTHING NO MATTER WHO U R..
i repeat.. DO NOT assume..
anything dunno CAN ask me..
BUT no promise i will ans all question..
thE gamE
------ 10/12/2007 11:09:00 PM ------
time to update..
here to cont frm last time..
wed friendly was nt friendly at all!!
went hm with alot of injuries..
leg la.. hand la.. elbow..
sigh..
den nw still pain..
sigh..
if till next wk still pain den go see doc..
den thurs nthin much..
went dota abit..
den slp..
study study only..
=(
den today!!
went out wit LaMeRs n soonWei!!!
hahas..
walk walk..
den eat b4 going jim hse..
MONOPOLY..
hahas.. super fun!!
totaly enjoyed!!
=DDD
so happy..
finally LaMeRs..
meet up soon again!!
love ya lots..
but den oso gt sum1 else i wanna see..
=p
thE gamE
------ 10/12/2007 09:24:00 PM ------
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
here to post as alot free time..
ytd nite dota abit b4 slp..
at same time was talkin to LoNgteNg..
he asked me wats liking sum1..
or rather i asked him to..
well sum conclusion here..
terms we learn to use in sec sch..
infatuation.. den next real love..
wats the diff n hw to nw??
for me.. infatuation case..
u can think alot abt tt person when u r alone but nt when gt ppl ard u..
love is when even if u are doing stuff with alot ppl,
tt gal is still on ur mind..
till here i wanna say..
even if i m at the world most crowed place..
even when i playin bball, dota or watever..
u r always on my mind..
i still feel lonely w/o u..
i love u. will u love me?
back to the topic..
n den Lt mention tt liking sum1 is a sweet experience..
i agree..
when u think of her..
anything abt her..
a smile form on ur hw ever tired face..
giving u the strength to move on..
even if u can only see her n jus sit there look at her,
its enuf.. jus lookin her do other stuff even if shes nt talkin to u..
u'll realise u'll still smile..
tt's sweet rite?
i agree..
"dun nid to ke yi change urself to make her smilez.. jus b urself.."
LoNgteNg say de.. n i agree..
cuz the person u wan her to love is aft all..
urself!!
sendin a person u love hm n jus tt..
no much prog..
seems lame n borin..
but its still can make me smile..
so i still find it worth it..
imagine urself n the person u like walkin down a road,
singing by the hp music..
its a MILLION times better den any K box outing rite..
simple stuff are still the best..
tt's wat i think..
hw abt u??
so short yet so long le..
long or short u decide..
i realise i'm walkin,running on the same ground..
jus lyk 5566 de song "yuan dian"
machiam still at same spot..
=(
wat to do??
cant 4get certain stuff de..
cuz we r humans..
den today came sch for 2 practical..
b4 i went lunch wit fren..
rain rain rain..
simply dun lyk rain..
later still gt match..
dun think i'll see a single supporter..
n yunTING.. ur wrist band at my hse..
dun wan use it till intercons officially..
n i actually waiting n wishing for 1 more from another person..
><
so all the best to urself.. JiaNLiaNg..
i love JiaNLiaNG..
i love JiM..
i love Venny..
i love LongTeng..
brothers.. we are all here for each others as always rite??
LaMeRs rulz..
LongTeng.. jiayou for a lvl..
fly high bird!!
but rmb.. any time u r tired..
we r still ur bi feng gang..
Jim..
all the best in studies n happy days with layyan bah..
smilez!! lets dota more!!
venny..
u r smartest among us.. i repeat..
u r smartest among us..
study hard.. aim for high grades.. u can de!!
thE gamE
------ 10/10/2007 03:16:00 PM ------
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
jus a few minutes ago..
xinyi asked me sum stuff related to BGR on msn..
i dunno hw to ans her..
jus ans according to wat i think..
but..
who can tell me..
wats it lyk to b loved..
to noe sum1 out there love u..
miss u.. care for u..
lookin at ppl lyk CCH..
i'm envious n jealous..
lookin at wat liying did for him..
i'm seriously sour in my heart..
esp the bdae part.. sigh..
n prIs mention abt 18th bdae today..
i gave my reply as :
gt heart de.. dun nid say oso will rmb..
no heart de.. keep sayin oso will 4get..
izznt it true..
but aft all i'm 18th this yr le..
still gt those few wishes tt NV came tru aft so man yrs..
sigh..
i wish tis yr can b better..
if nt i jus buy myself for myself..
back to topic..
who wun wanna b loved??
i wan too..
but nt wan den gt de rite..
lifes lyk tt..
u dun always get wat u wan..
sigh..
will u love me??
will u hold my hands??
will u think of me silently in the nite??
will u will u..
i hope YOU will..
yes.. YOU..
i wish i can see a yes..
`prayin hard..
thE gamE
------ 10/09/2007 09:28:00 PM ------
hm swt hm le..
later dota..
4get say abt gems today..
kena burden..
sigh...
tml is friendly against CLS..
chance of winning nt high..
=((
plus i no there wun b much supporters even if gt..
partly cuz of debate..
jus hope tml all goes well..
jus recover frm sickness..
hope tml able perform..
dun wanna b burden..
n today..
my right knee hurts again..
hope tml wun..
if nt.. .. . .
cant imagine wat will happen..
hope sum1 will b there to support me..
but i noe cant le.. =( sigh..
JiaNLiaNg JIAYOU.
thE gamE
------ 10/09/2007 08:42:00 PM ------
purple tues!!
><
so sad.. hand still hurt..
ytd went pool and lost 6-4..
n i hurt my hand..
slam into table!!
nw still pain lyk hell..
wth i doing i dunno..
醉翁之意不在酒
lols... hahas. jkjk..
hmm.. den today gt to settle intercons stuff le..
=(
faster chiong ar jianliang!!
den recently dota keep losing too pub..
super sianz..
=(
anyway, later dunno will happen wat..
jus hope tml can hav a nice evenin at the friendly..
support me!!
><
thE gamE
------ 10/09/2007 01:18:00 PM ------
Monday, October 08, 2007
today is MONDAY BLUE!!!
summore still gt RAIN..
=(((
hmm..
last nite dota till tulan..
sad sad sad..
recently play wit jim n venny..
keep losing to pub..
sigh..
lets JIAYOU!!
LaMeRs gogogo..
den today lessons sibei sianz!!!
=((
bring laptop w/o adaptor so cant use much..
sigh..
n tutorial lecturer teach finish whole hr den realise WRONG MODULE!!!
wth...
lame shit..
y today seem so blue n negative??
lols..
later going play pool..
so cheer up!!
><
thE gamE
------ 10/08/2007 03:18:00 PM ------
Sunday, October 07, 2007
to cont my last post..
ytd was at vivo..
to celebrate yunTING bdae..
lols..
y cake is me take??
=.=
summore take pic tt time she still dun wan own self hold wor..
heng i gt skill..
take pic machiam she takin the cake.
XDD
pro hor..
anyway, those ginas late de lo..
me n minglei was told LAST SECOND..
tt postpone 1 hr..
waste 1 hr..
aft tt still late by more den an hr plus..
den make me fed up..
den walk walk talk talk..
den cut cake..
aft tt i went off..
had dinner at CWP..
ok.. its LJS AGAIN..
lols. hahas..
cant play arcade as machine down.
but nvm.. oso broke le..
next is aft takin bus, my card holder broke!!
=(
hp drop.. card holder broke..
sigh.. bad day hor..
den at khatib..
wanted take mrt hm so wil lget hm by 9.30pm..
but den thirsty so go buy bubble tea..
saw a familiar shirt n realise its merlyn!
den walk her hm lo..
so reach hm 10 plus le..
merlyn.. ur hse super far leh!!!
hahas..
aft tt is hm swt hm..
so wake up today is tired de lo..
so tired aft breakfast do hse work den slp le..
till 12 plus woke by a sms..
den online till nw le..
had sum chats.. tis n tt..
overall. raise my mood by quite alot..
><
den nw slackin..
waiting jim n venny to dota. hahas..
hope tml is a nice week!!
thE gamE
------ 10/07/2007 02:56:00 PM ------
Saturday, October 06, 2007
ytd was great i think..
was in club.
quite emo i guess..
audrey suddenly ask me y so emo when we go eat ice cream..
lols..
hw to ans her.. ><
den aft tt was slackin in club, dota in mobley..
so lifeless..
this few days so dun wanna go hm aft sch..
sigh..
den intercons nt really settled..
=(
capt ball any1??
interested find me k??
tyty..
n den aftmaths was arcade..
b4 playin was lookin ar rmMate n jas takin neoprints..
or rather decorating them..
tryin see wat i can learn..
but den kan zhe kan zhe, xiang qi le dang shi..
yan lei bu shou kong zhi lui xia la..
memories are sweet..
wat abt the future??
den so ID 4 a game..
leadin well at 1st..
den receive 3/4 tru the game..
anxious to read it,
crash my car.. =(
den lost..
nvm..
jus a game..
aft tt is datona wit tt two Js..
hahas..
den lose abit win abit..
ram here n there lyk mad kid..
=.=
quite tiring..
summore gt to reply sms..
XDD
den next receive gd news..
so nite time was great..
playin bball in arcade wit rmMate n jas hor..
very tired sia..
single hand still carry alot thingy n helin 2 side!!
hahas..
den i went off early to go hm...
hm SWEET hm..
talk abit wit ML on MRT..
crap mostly.. hahas..
dne only at sbw station den i noe yvonne ( cousin )
oso on same train..
XDDD
den talk talk abit b4 going hm..
den last nite or rather tis morn is den HIGHLIGHT..
at MN..
hw long did LaMeRs last conference at nite??
no1 can counts..
but we did tt again last nite..
how long had me + jim + venny nt dota tgt??
dunno too..
but last nite we did too..
conference + dota..
crap + joke + chats = simply GREAT!
love ya guys man..
owning the AIs tgt lyk dun nid money..
chasing n controllin lanes tgt on Irc games..
hahas..
so nice..
=DDD
so long nv lane wit JiM..
i deny he farm.. the sniper + techie lane..
hahas..
hmm..
ICECOOLBANANAMILKSHAKE dunno when will resurface..
hahas..
hope its soon..
but i cant patch MAPLE.. =(
hahas..
now going out soon..
celebrate yunTING bdae.. hahas.,
mickey! lols..
thE gamE
------ 10/06/2007 12:07:00 PM ------
Friday, October 05, 2007
5 oct..
nt a very gd day..
i mean yes.. its yunTING bdae FYI..
yup.. happy 17th gal..
but den nt a gd day for me..
nt to say last nite nv sleep well..
this morn was totally in a blue blue mood..
i dunno wat to do..
i'm sad..
i'm depressed..
i'm emo..
but i cant express..
cuz i in poly..
y m i in SP..
y must it b SP..
the MRT journey is enuf for me to slp..
y nt nearer poly lyk NYP or RP..
y must i come here find own trouble..
sigh..
suddenly dun wan study le..
but i cant..
bball is wat i love..
yet nw..
my thinkins made me detest myself..
cuz i didnt respect bball enuf..
i shld not play le..
although my body badly wan to..
i dunno y m i playin..
but if i not playin cuz i love it,
i dun wan myself to play le..
it will jus insult my beloved bball..
had been a irresponisble guy for a few days too le..
for family.. i did nthin much..
yet cant take mums naggin n threw tantrums at times..
as a stud.. i did nt study well enuf..
for club i miss out alot cuz i choose NOT to go..
n its my RESPOINSIBLITY to go..
is it worth it or nt i dunno..
but i didnt regret skipping those..
wat shld i do nw..
i going mad le..
i dunno wat i wan do nw le..
i dunno wats make him so great n me so useless..
hw can den i climb to the top??
ML..
i noe u noe i noe we noe..
at times e gal we lyk...
we can, will and more den willin to give watever we can..
but we still nv know hw they think..
cuz guys n gals can nv think the same way..
guys will rather everything say out..
gals wun..
venny told me..
bu zai hu tian chang di jiu,zhi zai hu chen jing yong you..
aft tt we bth agree den tt's crap..
sigh..
i miss the times..
walkin alon khatib road singing..
if only e verse is true..
i wish..
alot to say but wun say here le.. sigh..
=(
thE gamE
------ 10/05/2007 12:28:00 PM ------
Thursday, October 04, 2007
oct 4 le..
1mth le.. nt today den another mth later i think..
hahas..
okok.. here goes:
ytd went to watch underdog at CWP..
was quite funny..
=DDD
totally enjoyed..
heng gt shoulders lend me for awhile during e show..
mine aching lyk mad.. ><
act hero ma.. XDDD
anyway, its my batch de tong nian cartoon lo..
hw can i miss it rite!!!
=DDD
super happy..
next movie wanna watch is the cartoon go to new york..
any takers???
den today no bring bag..
let shoulders rest.. =DD
see i SO SO SO gd..
den nw slacking..
hahas..
hmm.. later dunno do wat again den sianz liaos..
HOPEofLife!!! lets go!!!
lols..
update again soon i guess..
BYE.. =DDD
oh btw, intercons grouping SUCKS!!
=(((
JIANLIANG JIAYOU X 100!!
thE gamE
------ 10/04/2007 12:09:00 PM ------
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
wat a morning..
gave me a scare..
my hp chain drop out!!
but fix le..
if no choice..
think i'll solder it tgt..
ulti move..
=DDD
anyway, bcuz of tt..
i saw 3 frens on the way to sch..
1st is PC = peiching..
tt big shot i long time no see..
hahas..
all the best for O lvl ar!!
next aft O lvl is of cuz A lvl!!
longteng of cuz..
my LaMeRs brothers..
long time no see..
all the best too ar..
u can de!!!
=DDD
den next is soonwei..
sum1 i knew since sec1 tgt with venny as we same class..
=DDD
oso can consider a lamer...
hahas...
fat le la u..
n dye tt hair really beng la..
u noob la go noob place dye...
=.=
hahas..
den he nw working leh..
b4 next yr he go NS..
aft tt den study..
u go hm pray u go BMT next yr dun kena my bro company..
if not i tell him tekan u till siao!!
XDDD
hahas.. jkjk...
hope today will b a fine day..
like underdog lyk tt...
fly fly fly!!!
ya rite.. ><
chest still hurting..still waiting for at least 1 more wrist guard.. ><
JIANLIANG B STRONG!
thE gamE
------ 10/03/2007 08:06:00 AM ------
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
time to post early post b4 i get rush by ppl..
hahas...
hmm.. ytd was okok..
they had MC meeting n bball meeting..
MC meeting say nthin much..
can reveal de take away, nthin say liao.. XD
bball meeting..
3 more weeks to intercons..
still open to more white wrist bands.. XDD
symbolise support ma.. XDD
so ppl.. i still WAITING..
hahas..
den jersey..
wanted number 7 but wei hao wan it to..
so gt to settle it by 1 on 1..
shld b no prob..
aft all is FuXi 1 on 1 champ holder.. XD
but den still gt to see hw..
mayb change to 9..
but tt 1 i think jian ming wans..
so mayb 4 den..
=DDD
hahas..
den today jus had Gems..
no maths lecture today..
so nw in club slack..
i tell u..
1ST TIME.. I WENT EAT WITH GEMS GROUP PPL..
1ST TIME TAKE NUMBER N EMAIL..
lol.. so weird hor..
i yr2 they 4 is yr 1.. XD
but den.. eat le den siam le.. kekeke..
alright.. tt's for nw..
stay tune daily for more updates..
=DDD
thE gamE
------ 10/02/2007 10:33:00 AM ------
Monday, October 01, 2007
today is childrens' day!!
n i could had stay at hm!!
although poly no hols but i gt MC..
y leh..
cuz ytd is sick day..
wake up with a high fever of 38++..
sad sad.. cant do anything at all..
totally weak..
sianzation..
dota oso cant play..
heng nw better le..
so came sch..
talk msn more den listen tutorial!!
><
books haven get ma.. think next thurs den can get the fastest..
y will gt ppl tell me give up??sayin its waste of time??wat shld i do??sigh..
thE gamE
------ 10/01/2007 09:10:00 AM ------
