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Monday, September 03, 2007

BLUE BLUE post time..
finally eaten my lunch n came hm in this BIG BIG RAIN..
stupid rain..
jus lyk tears unseen in my heart..
well.. time to blog abt ytd le..
Sunday was suppose to b beautiful..
lyk the verse in Beautiful Sunday..
but u noe.. reality aint always lyk tt..
slept tru almost the whole morning n aftn as the evil rain remove bball frm me..
dota abit n sum crunchyroll viewing = my sunday times..
aft tt.. nite time..
decided to go to a fren bdae chalet..
but probs lyk ways to go n concession, fares thingy arise..
n i realise tt its true tt u only noe hw much ppl is really beside u when u gt trouble..
n i glad i gt quite a no of frens to give me directions till i can make options.
n special thanz to my LaMeRs de LongTeng..
its really 雪中送碳 (xue zhong song tan)..
thanz buddy..
so i manage to go down to pasir ris costa sand chalet..
3 bus journeys n a fair bit of walking b4 i find the place..
well.. a miracle i didnt alight at wrong stops tru out although i was nt familiar wit the routes..
n i didnt get headaches..
my guts feeling led me well last nite..
n did sum dumb stuff on the bus which shall nt mention le..
den walk walk walk to the chalet itself..
being hesistant over my speed of walking..
fast den slow, slow den fast.. jus lyk i wanna reach faster yet slower..
mixed feelings.. sigh.. mayb cuz i noe he's there.. but she's there too..
i duno wat surprise is there exactly le..half wan noe half dun wan noe..
so finally reached..
den left only abt 10 plus ppl.. ><
heard our pri sch fren gt 2 tt went b4 me..
so i didnt get to see them.. nvm..
gt FATE can meet sumday sumwhere de.. lols..
den i saw him for the 1st time.. live.
well den.. gt to noe who is tt PY.. hahas..
hmm.. den sat outside cuz didnt went in as abit shy.. ><
felt weird n out of place wit only my hp acc me..
dunno where the usual me went sia..
hahas... so unsociable suddenly.. hahas..
faking false smiles to hide my emo..questions running ard my head..
den er.. gt to noe a gal call CCH too..
hahas.. CCH oso wor.. kekeke..
sum1 who i think quite direct with her words..
gave me a shock sia..
my dunno came out so bluntly tt it was acc by a no den a yes..cuz i gt no confident?? sigh..
so chat abit outside n nv go in.. XDD
or rather sit outside listen them chat.. tryin to noe the situation bah.. but den no fight in end.. lols
aft tt.. a few of them went off..
so left only 5 of us there..
aft tt aunty n uncle (bdae gal parents) came..
hahas.. 4 bed 5 person..
hw to split?? tt's the topic.. kekeke...
den saw a small conflict.. n all i could do is stand there..
saw them walk off in small argument for very long b4 returnin..sososo wanna noe wat happen.. wanna go out n find her..but i didnt.. i gt no stand.. nthin..
was abit ps standing there as uncle BBQ sum food for me..
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den aunty ask if i wan drink volka.. ask me mix myself.. hahas..
but didnt la.. empty stomach mah..
later merlion wor..
den jialat.. kekeke..
manage to hold back myself.. drinkin in sorrow is useless.. i noe..wanna jus go out see wats going on as she oso didnt bring hp even..but i jus cant get a excuse..4ever talkative boy became mute..
den aft tt ate n ate b4 going to slp..
Benjamin sleepin.. so 4 of us sit outside try finish the food..
lyk tt sure fat wor... jialat.. nid go do exercise liao la..
sitting there n eat silently..i dun even noe wat i thinkin..
aft tt was sleeping time..
slp n wake slp n wake till morning.. hahas..
lookin at ppl talk when my eyes are open..impression aint very gd.. n sourness accumulated inside me..so pain so pain.. the looks.. the whispers i nv hear..
den tt gal say i ghost!!! in her dream.. =.=
so wth rite!!
den tt gal hor.. dunno hw to slp de.
blanket hor.. cover herself half nia.. other half is she cover the blanket..
den gt to throw her 1 more.. aft tt same thing happen.. =.=
but its jus aint me.. tt's 1 more..i noe cuz i jus cant slp..nt tt i nt tired..so much i wanna noe..but i'll nv noe..
mornin was raining..
so sianz.. rain again mah..
sad la.. jus dun lyk rain..
so slp back..
till ard 10 help abit here n there.. really abit..
den uncle drive me to SK to take bus hm..
on journey hear her talk abt presents.. lols..
n i can proudly say i noe who gave me wat.. cuz all i get was limited.. nt lyk ur..
journey hm quite fast..
n more relaxing.. dunno y..
but tots remains there..
aft tt bath den go eat den nw.. so nw.. time to SLP!!

thE gamE
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