sense of a mixed feelings yet again..
sigh..
at times.. feel lyk playin games,
yet felt bored out wit games..
at times wanna throw down everything yet at times wanna linger on..
once a beautiful sight..

shining out the silvery surface frm the blue blue shell..
but it went back to

and

nt tt i wan.. yup.. they broke up le..
no longer attached to each other..
cuz i disown my son le..
it could b a act of rashness on impulse..
n i fully noe hw act of impulse can affect nt jus 1self.. but others ard him too..
i noe but i cant care more le..
wanna have my hp 24/7 by my reach yet hate to see it at times too..
no more songs acc me tru my mrt rides..
no more ability to sms le..
tt's if i can..
n of cuz sum1 to sms..
no more playin of the tennis on bus rides..
no more photos takin to upload to blog etc..
no more alot alot alot..
hard to contact ppl..
n hard to find me too le..
gd or bad u decide bah..
so so so tired..
hao xian shem mo ye bu zhuo..
jiu yi zhi sui dao shi jie mo ri..
C***.. really funny..
everything time b4 a camp..
cause breakup..
den aft the camp,
gt couple emerge..
lame.. dumb..
=.=