jus a few minutes ago..
xinyi asked me sum stuff related to BGR on msn..
i dunno hw to ans her..
jus ans according to wat i think..
but..
who can tell me..
wats it lyk to b loved..
to noe sum1 out there love u..
miss u.. care for u..
lookin at ppl lyk CCH..
i'm envious n jealous..
lookin at wat liying did for him..
i'm seriously sour in my heart..
esp the bdae part.. sigh..
n prIs mention abt 18th bdae today..
i gave my reply as :
gt heart de.. dun nid say oso will rmb..
no heart de.. keep sayin oso will 4get..
izznt it true..
but aft all i'm 18th this yr le..
still gt those few wishes tt NV came tru aft so man yrs..
sigh..
i wish tis yr can b better..
if nt i jus buy myself for myself..
back to topic..
who wun wanna b loved??
i wan too..
but nt wan den gt de rite..
lifes lyk tt..
u dun always get wat u wan..
sigh..
will u love me??
will u hold my hands??
will u think of me silently in the nite??
will u will u..
i hope YOU will..
yes.. YOU..
i wish i can see a yes..
`prayin hard..